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June 1st. The last post. Or was it?

2010-10-22T19:58:00.002+08:00

Hi people.
ACTUALLY NO ONE IS READING COZ THIS BLOG IS SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD. BUT IT ISNT. HARHARHAR.

Anyway. Started Y2S2 already. Awesome modules. THIS IS A GOOD CHOICE I TELL YOU. THIS DOAL.

Anyway.

Sup.

Over.

2010-06-01T20:35:00.002+08:00

Whoever that guy is, he sure is damn lucky to have you. I guess i was at the wrong place at the wrong time. Can't say i didn't try. I don't really know what else to say about my situation. So i'll just leave it this way. I hope you're happy, because thats all i want for you. Whatever will be will be.

With this post, i conclude this blog. This blog will no longer be used by me anymore. Time waits for no man, and this has been left in the past for a long time.

This url holds many memories for me, mostly lame updates but thats my life so far. just trying to be optimistic now.

i have realized one thing over the course of time, i have been telling lies about myself my entire life. This will change. When i move you will know the real me i guess.

With this final line i conclude the final post. 'Twas a good run while it lasted.

-LoveAndWar-

"Gone forever more"

Bah.

2010-03-28T18:45:00.002+08:00

I sprained my ankle. ):
while playing soccer.
as keeper. LOL. fail.

anyhoo. yea tomorrow is the osg training. zzzzz. 8.30 to 6. what the hell man. then tuesday also. zz. epic download spamming of songs. ohwell. Lol. school is actually starting on a thursday? lolwhat? since fop is monday to wednesday...............

extremely bored at home. :\ HoN finally released their new patch, with FrontEnd 2 user interface. looks good, but buggy.oh well. LOL. thats life for you.

im off. for dinner. bye. <3

-Inf3cti0nZ-

"1, 2, 3, 4. go figure."

What, i seem obliged to post now. oh lol.

2010-03-24T23:14:00.002+08:00

LOL UT3 IS OUT. GGWTF:O.

ehem. i passed. LOL. more or less laaa. maths d. so. :D

now..UNIVERSAL STUDIOZXCZXCZXC. LOLOL.

TO CLEAR THIS UP, MY PARENTS WERE INVITED BY MANAGEMENT FOR THE PREVIEW OF THE WHOLE PARK, SINCE THEY ARE TRAVEL AGENTS AND WHATNOT. SO THEY ARE WORKING ON THAT DAY, AND LEFT WITH ME, SO YOU CAN FIGURE OUT 2+2. (: HAHAHAHAHA

ehem. yea well its a really cool place. LOL. i would really like to go into detailz but NO. i wont. coz. idk. you pay me 66bucks then ill tell you.

im just bored. so. hi.

-Inf3cti0nZ-

DARE YOU NOT SAY PIXIE LOTT IS NOT HOT?

LIKE I PROMISED.

2010-02-12T20:35:00.002+08:00

Yes, well. refer to title.

like i promised. ill give some updates on my HOLIDAY PROJECTS. damn sounds like some sec school stuff.

I've got about 3 atm.

E36F GG GOODBYE NERDS collaboration. (song picked, gathering pics and shit.)

HoN: SUPPORT Scout guide; LOL I HAS NO AFTEREFFECTS. EXPECT DELAYS.

DotA: Faceless Void Showcase; replays needed. ANY DOTA PLAYERS WITH GOOD FV REPLAYS KINDLY MSN ME. <3 IF YOU HAVE BACKTRACKED 2 SPELLS IN A ROW THAT COULD HAVE KILLED YOU I WILL KISS YOU. no not really. i just need good replays. and adobe aftereffects. D:

goddamnit my Adobe After Effects has problems. D:< ohwell. ill try to resolve that. IVE GOT NOTHING BUT TIME.

WHICH CAN ONLY MEAN 1 THING.

WHAT TIME IS IT?

SUMMAH TIME IS FINE-LEE HERE~
/hsm2.

EHEM.
thats it for now;

-LoveAndWar/Inf3cti0nZ-

"AND THE PARTY NEVAH HAS TO STOPPP"

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

2010-02-10T23:13:00.002+08:00

LOL. clowns. SINCE I HAVE THIS BURDEN CALLED A BLOG. I WILL UPDATE.

I CAN HAS POPEYE'S NOW?
damn, keep wanting to eat there but its always fulllllllll. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

anyway; on to more academic issues. LOLOLOLGGLAST2UT'S.
ehem. C111 and B216 is left. NO KICK MAN. jk. im more worried for newmedia than marketing. i hope my marketing can chu pattern like my ut2 and get me an AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. lol.
then its HOLIDAYS. LOL. WHAT TIME IS IT; SUMMER TIME. summer's finally here yea~.

*ehem.*
well, to pass the time in the holidays, i have successfully torrented Sony Vegas 9.0. NOW THE WORLD OF DOTA AND HON ISNT SAFE FROM MY 1337 VIDEO EDITING SKILLZ. LOL. jk. yea, more like to pass the time. Andi have a yt account, so might as well make use of that..so. :D

arr. i guess thats it for now.Yea, S2 does shit to us beta testers. -.-

arrrrr. <3. I CAN HAS HER?

Anyway. GG FOR NOW KIDZ. :D

ill promise to post some updates on my vids. :D

-LoveAndWar-

Life goes on; tests are approaching.

2010-02-05T18:49:00.002+08:00

First off, gg. year 1 has ended. finally. ON TO DOAL!!!1111ONEONE!!.

ehem.

Last problem statement of the boring academic year. well, slackest week evah. for some reason, as we touched week 15, no one seemed to care about studies. lmao. didnt matter. maths was, wtf. as usual. i got a D for p14 even though i did work. joey as well. nerd, and faci didnt show her face this week. cb. -.-

anyway~.

The abscence of festivities was noticible in our class, though we had the inside feeling to just stop studying. i guess. well, it was a kinda boring week 15 tbh. :\

got lots of stuff to settle, but most importantly, Ut's are nextweek. lawl. gg. need to clear that first. then, the real work starts. i guess.
abseiling lvl1 is here. lawl. too bad no kayak 1 star. -_-. oh well. i guess ill take riko's advice, ill skil lvl2 sports/rock climbing first. arr. so many things to do. D: kinda overwhelming. ohwell, thats life.

meh. 'tis has happened yet again. i guess, its my fate. oh well. 'twas good while it lasted. My feelings about you were wrong i guess. Yea, i deleted that post, many reasons, mostly just to protect whoever was mentioned. so. i guess, this is it.

Thanks to those that were there, so to speak, trying to bullshit me into getting it done earlier and stuff. wasted your time.

Till the day we meet;
-LoveAndWar-

Thought you'd understand.

2010-01-20T23:58:00.002+08:00

Im so torn now i dont even know what to say. Hell, i lost my ability to write even. I feel like its not worthwhile, yet i know i want to be with you. It's just killing me from the inside. As long as it doesnt surface it should be alright.

Hope everything will even itself out. This feeling, its not what i want to feel. Is it so difficult to feel some love? I receive none, and i just want to give someone what i have, whatever is left. I wish people'd understand, im not always happy/in a good mood. i joke, doesnt mean im not dying on the inside. I guess, this is with me to the death.

-LoveAndWar-
"here we go again.."

Hold your colours against the wall, as they take everything away.

2010-01-17T15:27:00.002+08:00

Damn, been such a long time. Lol. Hello (:

Well. its gonna be week 13. 3 more weeks till freedom. freeDOM. FREEEEHEEHEEEDOMMM. ehem. ut2's are done. apparently i has a b for entre. LOL. :D the rest are yet to be told. ~

Anyways. School's rather meh. The internet is fucked, thats for sure. It translates from school to the HoN servers. which sucks. -.-

met up with vincent yesterday. had popeye's with him. at amk jubilee. lol. LOL. fail, the counter guy gave me a large fries when i said large mashed potatoes. failed. so bad. then i joined him and his friends for inhouse dota till 1.30. Lol. i owned both games. (:
im so proud of myself :')

anyways. i guess thats it. ill refrain from posting any /emo posts here. so. :\

have a good day, to anyone who reads this. (:

-LoveAndWar-
"I thought you'd understand~"

To shake the poet and the beat.

2010-01-08T22:05:00.002+08:00

Yesssssssss. Hello peoplesssssssss. im updating. since i updated a link, might as well update. :\

well then. yes, uts. GG I SWEAR. maths. really dog until cannot dog. clicked the proceed button and i got v'd straight away. some graph thing. looked like a wave :D. but that didnt help. proceeded to v myself till the end. then i watched part of the marine 2. lol.

and yes. today. i helped out at orientation. woo. LOL. busy busy man. lol. ok la, a bit tiring. but overall not bad. registration booth is kind of the happening place. :\

and i think we made friends with the mountain dew/7up revive guys. lol. we're like their number one customers. LOL. we took i think 40 cups in total. + we had coffee. for free. LOLOL. alot too. we gave them out to the visitors, but there were alot, so we could take as well. i think there were like 20 cartons. LOL. there's still a few left (cartons). ill be back tomorrow. i bring laptop already, see if can use. LOL. :D

anyway, a friend gave good advice. ill try that. doubt i can accomplish that. its just too damn strong. :\ but ill still try.
thanks anyway. (:

well enough of this for now. ill update again tomorrow. i hope. have a nice day :D

-LoveAndWar-
"Ive been roamin around lookin around."

With reference to Lolwut?

2010-01-07T10:35:00.002+08:00

Gay, i read the comments on that after i posted the article. So gay, just coz she said he wasnt her type all the twilightfags were hatin on her. lolol. she has done more in her 17 years of life as compared to you people who gush about taylor lautner being your husband or whatever. never seen such a bunch of over-addicted fags who come up with team edward or jacob or whatever. imo they are so gay that that is the only movie i have seen that has a team system. seriously, what the fuck is wrong with them. -_- its like twilight is the defination of perfection, and as are their fans. so gay. like they have done anything in their lives, their comments dont matter. like taylor lautner gave a shit about you. lmao. whoever said that demi doesnt do anything and is stuck up obviously doesnt know what she does, she helps so many people in so many organizations. when she said he wasnt her type and she was into musician type people, why are those fags getting so happy? all i see is 'more for me', 'ill get my hubby back'. /facepalm. wtf. really gay. she may be from disney, but so many famous people were from disney before. lmao. everyone starts from somewhere. so what if she was from disney. so lame. lol..she is still a person and has a choice in what kind of guy she wants. she went out with trace cyrus before, (a singer/guitarist. -metro station) , and hence a musician. dont you twilightfags have your own kind of girl/guy you like? or you all do nothing but dream. so lame. lmao.
to whoever hated on demi after what she said, get a life, look at your own comments, who do you think you are? god? certainly not.
the song la la land was a song regarding how she became famous, and that she would still be just a girl.
also, after her twitter post she said that the orange guy wasnt taylor lautner, please, read before you go all gay on her. tards.

p.s. i realise none of them would read this but i just had to say it.

-LoveAndWar-
"damn you look so fine"

Lolwut?

2010-01-06T23:13:00.001+08:00

Demi Lovato wants in on the New Moon soundtrack, but not the New Moon leading man Taylor Lautner. After meeting Taylor Lautner at the Nickolodeon Kids’ Choice Awards last week, Twist is reporting that Demi has said about the possibility of dating Taylor–

When asked if she thought she and Taylor made a cute couple, she quickly rejected that idea.
“Hold please, oh God. No, thank you! He is not for me,” Demi tells TWIST exclusively. “He seems more like a heartthrob type. I am more of a musician girl. He would have to rough up a little bit for me to date him!”
TWIST reported earlier today about Demi Lovato’s recent Twitter update, telling fans about the song she just finished, calling out one “orange, egotistical, young Hollywood actor, who thinks he’s the new heartthrob in town…” Who could it be? Our guess is Twilight breakout star Taylor Lautner!

Taylor is orange? That’s news to me!

(source http://www.newmoonmovie.org/2009/04/demi-lovato-on-dating-taylor-lautner-oh-god-no-thank-you/)

lolol. they so wont work together. somehow they just dont fit. i hate how rumors spread so fast. well im fine with it as long as it is about how fail miley cyrus is. lolol. i will defend demi to teh death. (:

-LoveAndWar-

"Teach me to feel, i have forgotten"

Help me on my feet again.

2009-12-20T22:43:00.002+08:00

Hi. Well, its the holidays. Second week already. Damn what a busy week last week. Wednesday and Thursday i was out the whole day, trying to get my passport renewed. I missed the ubin outing on thursday. damnit. i wanted to go. whatever. so, saturday evening i went with my father to semakau island, they are the new managing people for that place, or whatever. i just followed. nice place actually. au contraire, there is no smell. its a nice place. quiet, peaceful, nice view at night. windy as well. pitch black when you go on the roads. there arent any street lamps there. well. that was my week in a summary.

yes. i watched zombieland. like finally. yesssssssssssss. emma stone. <3. hot siol. LOL. i like rule 32. Gotta enjoy the little things in life.
sometimes i wish it were like zombieland now. fewer people. things to do. survival. like back in the old days. no guns, no bullshit. swords and whatever shit. sound like a kid, but whatever. i like it that way. no high tech bullshit. i wish. |:

Also, i notice there are some immature people around nowadays. I dont live under a motherfucking rock, i know jianhao is overseas, so stop posin, its not getting you anywhere. If you think you so big, tell me who the fuck you are then. Until then, shut the fuck up. I speak what i want to speak, i adore who i want to adore, if you have any qualms with that, then ill tell you this; no one cares. really. If i like Demi Lovato, what is it to you? Do i judge you? No i dont. so kindly take your comments, and shove it up your ass, alongside your head, and get the fuck away from here. Because really, i couldnt give 2 fucks of a damn.

"And its you and no one else; if i could wish upon tomorrow, tonight'll never end"
-LoveAndWar-

Thanks. To everyone. (:

2009-12-09T23:06:00.002+08:00

Well, yes. The day has passed. What a day. Im so contented with life right now. (:

First, thanks are in order.
1) mungweiz, first to wish me. at 11.25pm. faggot went to sleep. -.-
2) my mother. :D
3)my sis - off to worrrrrrrrk AHA. :D
4) Eleeheeeeeeeeee. Sms-ed me. so kind. :D <3 thanks for the pokes. -__-
5) everyone else, well, it was just everyone else after that, coz, well. just too many people to remember.

Yes. so i reached school in time. i hope. D:

First in class to greet me was clarence. rofl. fail, i barely heard what he said. i was plugged in. LOL.
then had dognitive. booo. LOL.

first break we went to trcc to eat. well, they went to eat. i was expecting some big-assed lunch from popo and plant. LOL. so i just had a ice chocooo. so nice. <3. then we went to booklink. i was going to be tossed into the pond-thing at the south foodcourt there. kudos to chris for making me paranoid. and syafiq, and everyone else there. so we went to booklink. LOL. bought a root beer, and proceeded to wait outside.

2nd meeting~
as per normal. |: what to say. dognitive will be dognitive. D:

2nd break. i felt the gg-ness coming. LOLOL. we went to swensens to eat. thanks zy and zet for the meal. (: means alot to me.
well, you got me 2 balloons. -.- in the end, all were gone before the end of the day. LOL. one was dropped along the way to rp, and the other's fate was, well. too hot to handle.

so i went back to class, wanting to do work. I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING I STILL FEEL GUILTY. ZZZZZZZZZZ. so apparently diyana's friend needed my help. o_O so i followed her down to 5th floor. i did a video. yes, wtf indeed. well whatever. always willing to help (:

when we went back up, i seriously wanted to start work/help out where i could. so when i got back, finally, my balloon was gone, along with what seemed to be the rest of my group. T_T chris stole my balloon. or joey. or whoever. well. less than a minute from sitting down, i was made to get up. WHY YOU ASK?

they got me a slice of oreo cheezecaek. <3
well, whatever was left, the whole top of the cake was full of candles. fail. like i bet they placed 17 on it. -.-
lo and behold, who gave it to me?
Dear melissa. (:
couldnt ask for more. though i found out it was a set up, i was still happy. i hope to see moar of this.
And i got a book, with well wishes with most of the class. if not all. idk D: thanks for the lovely cover page.

Well, parts of the cake were waxed up. whatever. the balloon burst thanks to joey putting it over the fire. LOLOL. win.
well. its nice to know that i have people like them in my life. It makes it worthwhile.

So here's to you, my dear friends.
Thanks. This was one of my bestest days in my life. And for that, i couldnt thank you more. (:

17.

2009-12-09T00:08:00.003+08:00

Well, a year has passed. Much has happened in this year. The good and the bad. Well thats life for you anyway. Within this year, I finished O's, got into poly, the course i wanted, and have the best friends i could ask for. I wont go on about the bad. It's not the day for it. I'll probably rant about other bullshit that people wont read anyway another day. Seems that it wont be this year that ill drop the single. somehow, it doesnt matter? idk and somehow i dont care. I hope when i wake up later ill get the goddamn courage to like, tell her whats going on.
see. there i go. ranting. sometimes life is just so bullshitt-y. if thats a word. maybe ill stay out late today and do nothing. Maybe ill do just that..

Btw, thanks rp for your wonderful gift. everyone knows ut's are the best gift evar.

No ones wished me yet. Somehow i prefer it that way. Idk, just seems nice. Whatever.

Well, guess i'll go sleep then. Got Ut today.

-LoveAndWar-

"I love for what you are and not for what i expected you to be"

Formal Wear?

2009-12-05T15:39:00.002+08:00

Yes. LoL. Formal wear indeed. (:
Well, that was it for entrepeneurship. Networking+Elevator and Sales Pitches Done. God what a week. LOL. :D

Dont really see the need to blog. its so, predictable. Well, except for marketing. LOL. "whats your usp? (unique selling point)?" " oh, it doesnt hurt both partners."
LOLOLOLOL clarence's group was marketing their condoms to us. we all know who proposed that idea. (:

anyway. kudos to those who saw my hidden message in the previous post. sometimes, you need to be indirect. ...

i just wish she knew

-LoveAndWar-

"Don't take life too seriously, you'll not get out of it alive anyway."

Take my hand and don't let go.

2009-11-24T20:48:00.002+08:00

Meeting you for the first time, never thought it'd be like this
Expected this little feeling to pass
Little did i know, this feeling was here to stay
I just somehow fell for you.
So drawn in by you,
So captivated, wanting more,
As i yearn more and more for you.

Knowing that the days are counting down
I still have not done anything
Much to my dismay, i feel my love wavering now and then.

Its so stressful to know if you will feel the same, if at all.

Tired from each days activities, though its not much, its wearing me down.
Home, is just an escape from you, just physically.
In everything i do, i try to do it with you.
No, i dont want it to be an obsession, i hope its not either.
Knowing this, i just want things to work out.

In my heart, deep down, i really want something to work.

Living the life of a lie isnt very nice.
Only thing that keeps me going now, is the small tint of hope,
Vaguely, i see a possibility.
Eloquent with this love, i go to sleep every night.

Yet here i am.
Only feet away from you, but helpless.
Under your spell, without you knowing.

Be mine. <3

-LoveAndWar-

"
I hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all."

if you don't mind, let me be myself.

2009-11-06T21:50:00.003+08:00

yes im still alive. though extremely tired. its like, the middle of ut's and i have apec. -________________- and like, all my apec shit is 4.30pm till midnight. and only today's was from 8.30 till 4.30. i had to report at like, 7.30. only got my pass from the police at like 8.30? -.- fffff. well. atleast better than the people doing the later shift. the fucking line was until the supermarket. mustve been an hour till the last one got his/her pass. ohwell.

and so it was. apec. full of tiredness. -.-
yea first day was the best so far. good people i met. :D
li min. lawl. like, she's my kind of person, i would want to spend my forever with and all, but she's 21. so. failed. lmao. i barely knew her for 1hour and ive told her more things than what ive told people ive known for 5 years. there's just something about her. like i said, my kind of person. ah fuck life. so full of bull. anyway. besides the fail-ing. we met no one on the first day. but today was goooooood. met like, 9 korean delegates. i feel some sense of achievement. lmao. so fail. indeed.
DAVE ROCKS. LOLOL. anyway. he will wear a clown suit on the last day of deployment. i will try to get a pic.
so. i had like, an all girls group with me at t3. -.-
well, atleast the ones i was with had some standard. heng. if not, gg. turns out we were all from amk. lol. so we took mrt back together, and i followed one of them to paya leba to take 76. coz the other 2 were like, going to mrt back all the way and she wanted to take bus. so, dont ps. as we were going to sit down, i was like thinking, what the fuck do i do? sit next to her or what. YES I KNOW MORE FAIL SORRY IM FULL OF IT. dont need to tell me. yes. so. she slept the way back. she wasnt much outer beauty, more like inner. seems like in apec, you meet the really good people. no haters. you can practically be friends with like anyone within 5minutes. its amazing what people can achieve.
unlike those i know.

too lazy to cont. going to go fail at life even more. peace.
-LoveAndWar-
"and i dream about you all the time, though you never existed in my life."

Goodbye blissful memories.

2009-10-21T23:57:00.002+08:00

every few days ill just post what comes to mind. this is one of them.

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So it seems that i have forgotten about you already. Perhaps its just better this way. Maybe it was meant to be this way. either way, i just wanted the best for you. Without a beginning the story has ended. I'll just move on, i hope i can. The only thing i regret was not telling you. Telling you how much i cared and loved you. This feeling has been with me for the past 5 years. That's what i found out. I cant say i didnt try. neither am i saying i put in a lot of effort. I guess the feeling kind of died with everyday that passed and those days turned to months and years. I wont forget that i was there when you couldnt enter ac. i wasnt the only one, for sure, but i was there wasnt i? I wont forget those long conversations that we had late into the night. I wish that i'd done more. But it was kind of difficult. You didnt let me in, didnt confide in me, didnt trust me. I guess its just better this way. I wont forget, even though i already have.
-
xxxx

*i'd probably do one tomorrow. who knows. even i dont know.*

-LoveAndWar-

"And with that, it ended. As swiftly as it began."

2009-10-19T21:13:00.002+08:00

LOL. OH HAI. its me. ~~
now ive nothing better to do so im updating this blog of mine. LOL. currently listening to this is me acoustic. whatasong to random.

my demi passion has left. ): NOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
IM NOT FAITHFUL.

Anyway. EHEM.
its. week. 3. of school. LOL. i think my class is in love with the maths faci, yes? :D
LOL. hehe. already. got lots of politics. mainly faci. LOL. or its clarence complaining about having YANZ in his group. or yongquan (?) disturbing anyone and everyone and just being a noisy dick :D

guh. already. shit is happening. now all we need is a chalet. LOL. i bet. GAMBLING- LOUD MUSIC- LAN GAMING MAYBE- FAIL PARTY GAMES- AND LOTS OF POLITICS.

and. i feel like kenneth ng. LOLOL. MUNGWEIZ YOU SHOULD KNOW. like. 2 other people in my class know also. :D
really. she's just so damn fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
ANYWAY. THATS IT FOR NAO KIDZ. IM OFF. GG :D

-LoveAndWar-

Guess I've forgotten about you. That's probably better.

sorry my ardent 'fans'

2009-10-10T02:19:00.001+08:00

yea. well. my isp nicely cut off my internet. again. so i had no internet for basically this whole week. gg grades. -.-

maybe ill update later. suddenly lost interest to write.

E36F GIMMEH A HOLLA.

2009-10-01T23:34:00.003+08:00

lawl. so it seems that the shit thats supposed to be out tomorrow/today (depending what time i finish this) is already out. LOL. I am now at BLOCK E3 LEVEL 6 CLASSROOM F.
E36F.
LOL. JOKESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. AND I START WITH MATH FIRST DAY. BLOOODDDDDDDYYYY HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

This is what my timetable looks like.

5/10 (Mon) A114-1-E36F-A
Mathematics II
Venue: E36F
Problem: 1
Day: 1
Time: 08:30

6/10 (Tue) B216-2-E36F-A
Marketing
Venue: E36F
Problem: 1
Day: 2
Time: 08:30

7/10 (Wed) G102-8-E36F-A
Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving II
Venue: E36F
Problem: 1
Time: 08:30

8/10 (Thu) B101-3-E36F-A
Entrepreneurship
Venue: E36F
Problem: 1
Day: 3
Time: 08:30

9/10 (Fri) C111-4-E36F-A
Web and New Media Communications
Venue: E36F
Problem: 1
Day: 4
Time: 08:30

LOL. GG.

Also. Im going to singtel later/tomorrow. Bloody hell they charge me for using my own internet at home when i dont go out to use? and deduct wrong amounts? fuck. 180bucks gone. iPhone. Why. ):

-LoveAndWar-

"Sing a sad song to turn it around"

MEH.

2009-09-28T02:41:00.002+08:00

lmao. zzz. its like. 2.45am. and i cant sleep. or i wont sleep. either way. im awake.
cant help but think of you. at this time of the day there is nothing else to think of. i hope you are doing well. study well. i guess thats all i can say to you.
i really think that Michael Buble's latest single fits me now. :|
Haven't met you yet. z.

ON THE OTHER HAND.
WTF LOL LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAYS. GG. bah, boring week ahead. imo only thing to keep me off the boredom is maple. yes. maple. dota, HoN, BS and all that. :|

Then there's the TCS Childrens day. on saturday. meh. need to be in school by 9.30. i was expecting earlier but OHWELL.
lawl.

ITS SCHOOL NEXT WEEK. LOLOL.
cant wait. bored of being bored.

Very Randomly:
1) Im addicted to Freestylers ft. Pendulum ; Painkiller atm.
2) Im playing maple. LOLOL.
3) Im drawn towards DnB now.
4) Im going to attempt to practice jump again.
5) Im hungry. :(

-LoveAndWar-

All those times we spent, all those times that were never meant.
Why couldn't we have spent more precious time together,
Why were we succumbed to the influence of our peers?

"Are you listening to what they say, Remember, remember, remember December
We Were so In love back then."
Demi Lovato - Remember December

LOLRESULTSAREOUTGG

2009-09-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

LOL
THE GODDAMN RESULTS ARE OUT. LOLOL. I ACTUALLY FAILED MATHS UT3. GG. LOL
anyway. ehem.

UT3: Overall:

Cognitive G101 : B+ B
Maths A113 : E. LOL. D+
Science A101 : D+ C
Enterprise G105: A LOLOL B
Comms G103 : C+ -.- B

how gg-ed is this.
HERE LOOK AT MW'S RESULTS. LOL.

comms - D+ overall C
enterprise - C+ overall C+
maths - C+ overall C+
cog - C+ overall C+
science - B overall B

thats it for now. ~~

-LoveAndWar-

Just Haven't Met You Yet.

2009-09-23T12:25:00.002+08:00

Michael Bubleeeeeeeeeeeeeee is back. yessssssssssssssssar.
oh hai. LOl. yes, im updating. z. like finally right? :|
lawl. its like. halfway or so through holidays. NO I HAVE NO WORK. ZZZZ
even though i want to. they dont want me. fucking dogsssssssssssssssss. zz
god. i still got to get pics done for APEC and my passport. zzzzzzzzz. then next saturday got childrens day/sports day with touch community service. -.-

I HAS AN IPHONE. 3GS. LOL. HAHAHAHAHA VIN YOU SUCK. anyway. ehem.
:|
i wonder what will next semester bring.

-LoveAndWar-

P.S. Study well for your examz. if you are reading you know who you are. I'm always here if you need anything. :|

P.S.S IM DOING THIS COZ BLACKSHOT IS UNDER SERVER MAINTAINENCE.

whataweek. LOL.

2009-08-31T19:39:00.002+08:00

LOL. hello people. (:

so. its the first week of holidays. LOL. how lulz can this be?

anyway. so it was zet's birthday on saturday. so we decided to go out and eat and watch a movie. LOL. so to the cathay we went. and the next goddamn availability for Year 1 was at 9.45. LOL. so we went to Astons to eat first. LOLOL. the guy who took our orders in the line said that we were only 8. when there were 9 of us. HE DIDNT SEE JIA WEI AND TOLD HIM THAT HE WAS SHORT. LOLOLOL. that guy was damn win. so we told him to carry on while we decided. then when he came back he asked some epl stuff. LOL >_>

so in we went. we all ordered generally the same thing. which was prime rib extra cut. or something to that effect. LOL. $21 per person. including IBC root beer. LOL. we yam-senged before we ate. LOLOL. damn noisy. after that we had about 2 hours to the start of the movie >_>.
so we went to the arcade and lan. LOL. we played battleships and damn were we noisy. LOL. we made a deal that we would be the loudest there. and zy decided to spam the ownage prank call. LOL. 500 DOLLAH. FUCK YOU BIC BOI. LOLOLOLOL. so we watched year 1. good movie. LOL. sex=win. "cut off their foreskins." OMFG. LOL. epic shit. i recommend it. then we went home. on the last train. LOL. so yesterday was very meh. nothing much. but it was today that was kinda lulz too. LOL. teacherz day. you need an appointment to get into the school. LOL. thats what the security gaurd said. also: YOU SURE YOU ARE EX-STUDENTS? REALLY AR?." LOL. fucking joker. the celebrations sucked. only thing interesting in the hall were the fucking huge assed fans. LOLOL. really. it was like bob said, the length of our table at astons. i think it was longer. LOL. so we hung out around school and i proceeded home to await what turned out to be a 5v5 dota inhouse. -.- zzz
and here i am now. =/
thats all i suppose.

-LoveAndWar-

OH. SOMEONE. SERIOUSLY. DO ME A DEMI WALLPAPER. ILL LOVE YOU FOR LIFE.

*should i tell her?*

Beta Tester. LOL

2009-08-27T18:11:00.002+08:00

I am currently beta testing HoN (heroes of newerth). the dota-like game. LOLOLOL.

from the terms of service:

You are about to play a stand alone DotA based game. We have created this with IceFrog's complete blessing. Heroes of Newerth contains both content very similar to DOTA and brand new content of S2 Games' creation. We want to reiterate that IceFrog is completely OK with this situation and is aware of our work here.

hehehehehehhee. beta.

RUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBYRUBY

Sometimes.

2009-08-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

Sometimes its best not to reveal the truth, at other times its absolutely necessary.
I'm just contemplating the possibilities, it seems so right, to be here with you.
But then, that's just me.
5 years.

"You've got a face for a smile you know.."
---

On the slightly more brighter side, sems over. god. ut3's are done. well. thats it for w47j then. my first rp class. will never forget them.
some for things totally unrelated to school or work..
24 others for the times we had.

i guess i will see you guys around school then.

--
Looking for a job now. Wanna earn money to go to the US. solo. to see her concert. HAH. noobs. -.-
getting my iphone soon too. i hope. bah. hols are screwed over by this goddamn ce shit. anyway. saturday. flag day. then. cyberdome/networm. LOL.
--

SOMEONE DO ME A NICE DEMI WALLPAPER AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR LIFE.

ofmg tmr ut. LOL.

2009-08-18T20:48:00.003+08:00

hurrdurrdurr. its ut tomorrow. LOL. lets do a recap of mah past ut's. :D

hurrhurrhurr. :D
anyway. thursday meeting with vin for some lanz. LOL. epic shit.
semester 1 is finished. officially. LOL. GG.

gg for now
-LoveAndWar-

HURRDURRDURR

2009-08-16T22:10:00.002+08:00

HAI. ITS ME. LOL. k. going to school tomorrow. ):
anyway. im recovered. yesarrrrr. and im extremely happy. HAPPEH. I HAS A HERE WE GO AGAIN. (:
Demiiiiiiii.
bahhhh. UT3. OMFG. GG. LOL. I HAVE TOTALLY NO 6P'S FROM LIKE PROBLEM 7 ONWARDS. LOL.
anyway. thursday lan session after ut. LOL. vincent is coming. HURHURHUR. anyway. its a short update. will do more when i feel like it. HAHAHAHHAAHA

-LoveAndWar-

It's been awhile.

2009-08-08T16:25:00.002+08:00

Yes it has, that's for sure. anyway. some of the ut2 grades are out. HAHAHAHAHAH I GOT A B IN SCIENCE. so you though i was bullshitting. A for comms and B for cognitive. well you know. (:

anyway. i. am. fucking. sick. 1 week mc and $100 medicine sucks. tamiflu. is. shit. =.=
so i wont be in class till next monday. gg national day holiday weekend. LOL. well. it still sucks. got this bad feeling. everytime i move suddenly my head kills me. zzz. and this temperature is another thing. i feel normal but its still 38->39deg. zzz. and i didnt sleep at all last night. all i could think about is..nvm. but i couldnt sleep anyway. and i still feel very awake. im up for almost 24hours and im fine. what the hell man. zzz.
anyway. my /rant stops now.

gg.
-LoveAndWar-
p.s.: only you can exist in my heart, took me too long to figure this out, and im going to do something about it.

OMFG - 250792.

2009-07-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

IM SO SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ I FORGOTTT. NUU.
FORGIVE MEEE. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYEO. =.= WTF I ACTUALLY FORGOT THIS. ZZZ. NUMBERS SERIOUSLY SUCK. except those on your paycheck.
anyway. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

SORRY ):

meh.

2009-07-24T23:38:00.002+08:00

its been awhile. and its a friday. sad thing is no webcast. no motivation for me today. ):
anyway. i ponned sch on tuesday with HEAD and went to somerset for lan. lawl. fun times fun times...then we combed ps and the cathay/whatever for demi's new album (it was out on the 21st, and we ponned on the 21st, can link?) but to no avail. ): then went to mw house to dota abit moar and went home. then we had formal day for enterprise yesterday/thursday (depends by when i submit this). and i went with a nice black long sleeved shirt and tie with black pants. and oh. ofc. my addidas brown shoes with neon green laces. (: how win is that. lulz. i got a c i tihnk. zzz.

anyway. proposal was done today, finally. and much lulz came from the lesson. then subway-ed with HEAD and bus-ed home with him. i was playing pokemon on the way back. excellent time waster. LOL. and had pizza for dinner (some leftover for tmr lunch. yay.) and played pokemon till abt 9.30 then dota-ed till now. fucking delayed games. not playing anymore till i fix this weak internet shit.
anyway. looking for competitive teams for dota now. i wanna break into comps asap. if not..wasted.

i miss demi. and i have a feeling i will get tatted soon.
-LoveAndWar-

its been a week.

2009-07-18T00:08:00.002+08:00

well. its been quite a week. ut2's are done. fo sho. -.-
had our new enterprise faci come in. eng smth smth. nice guy. 26years old and has a company. lul. part timer.
anyway. its a friday. you know what time of the week that is. (:

demiday! lawl.
from today: (thx to zuo yang i missed like half of it.)

oh, and david archuleta was there too. LOL. he was commenting on how on earth demiz can read all those questions so fast, which i dont think she can (she said so). lul. david has a teddy bear of sorts. apparantly. LOL. he keeps it in his bag.

she always looks so happy. so hard to imagine that she had her kind of a past.

ANYWAY. ut's. kinda sucked. well. what to expect if you dont study at all.
anyway. i have this orange ribbon shit later? something to do with racial harmony. apparently lee kwan YEW will be there. good to see that he is fine. oh. i forgot this. i never knew zuoyang had a song. :

AAHAAHAH. -.-
anyway. i stopped eating regularly. for some reason. i cant eat like i used to. i skip more dinners/eat little. somethings up. z. and. im reverting back to my old self again. for no reason. i think. there's always a reason to everything. just got to find out what is it.

till the time we meet, i shall part.
-LoveAndWar-

i has pics. lots. :D

2009-07-10T21:33:00.003+08:00

This was the very first webcast.

lul. i only had 5mins ):

This was from todayzzz. WOO. I WATCHED THE WHOLE THING. IM SO FUCKING HAPPY. LOL.

:D her face.

this was somewhat after the first one. she was answering a question or smht. whatever. :D

this was like, 10mins into it. and by the time 15mins had passed it was doubled. no shit man. LOL. SPREAD THE DEMI LOVE.

anyway. zomg ut's. LOL. 's k. its just ut, or was it a quiz. oh well. (:
had cognitive and science. both were easier than ut1 at any length. today was communications in class. lul. we had pizza. coz michael ong(enterprise) was leaving. so we decided to buy, and thus pizza was ordered. there were 6 boxes, 1 for each group and 1 for faciz. janice joined in. lul. mass pizza for you? ut's, was as i said, rather meh. lol. met up with xianggggg after school. lawl. we went to eat kfc and walk around at hubz. we were looking at various clothes at hub. lol. i was looking for jeanz and he was looking for. er. idk. something. i need jeans, shorts and shirts. i need a few moar new clothes. ):

anyway. i think i will be early every friday. just. for. demi. LOL.
happyhappy chatting with demi~

-LoveAndWar-

This seems to be madatory. SEEMS. oh well.

2009-07-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

I throw all of your stuff away
And then I clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone that we are through
Cause I'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
Cause I break down
Everytime you come around
Oh Oh O Oh

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
Swore that I'll never let you back in
Should have known better
In trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I know
Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And You never say what you need
But I start to go insane
Everytime that you look at me
You only hear half of what I say
And you're always showing up too late
And I know that I should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't Be With Or Without You
Oh Oh Oh Oh

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
Swore that I'll never let you back in
Should have known better
In trying to let you go
'Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I know
Cause here we go go go again

Ohhh
And Again (And Again)
And Again (And Again)
And Agaaaaaaaaaain
I threw all of your stuff away
And I cleared you out of my head
And I tore you out of my heart
O Oh O Oh
O Oh O Oh

So how did you get here
Under my skin?
Swore that I'll never let you back in
Should have known better
In trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as I try I know I can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now I know
Cause here we go go go again
Should have known better
In trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Here We Go Again
Here We Go Again
Again again again and again and again
And again and again and again
-------------------------------
Hurhurhur, Demi's new single. in stores 21july. must. buy.
anyway. went to tpy to play soccer with zet, zy, jiawei, dickson, matthew, birdy and raja. lawl. raja was the latest. rofl. as raju was changing he went over to one side to change pants. that plant went over and tried to pull him out, while saying, why emo one side, malay one different is it. or smth to that effect. fucking jokes. raja damn sad. anyways, we played soccer till it started to rain. and we continued. rofl. my phone was on the floor. like. in a puddle or smth. and it still works like nothing happened. LOL. jokes. they/we actually wanted to go to see the DotA wcg finals. which was at 4. the time was 3.30. and we were wet. needed to bathe. LOL. we skipped. Then we then dried off and proceeded to tpy central to eat. somehow we ate curry pork rice or smth like that. i had the chicken one. quite good la. lol. we were joined by BOB, porn, mick and some random joker. they went to the arcade while we were finishing up. then we were screening some jokers playing some naruto shit on a ps3 in this new place with ps3's and idk what else. gamer's arena or whatever was the shop name. 5 bucks per person per hour. lawl. anyway. zet wanted to watch movie. LOL. movie. in our condition. but sadly we didnt. we went to arcade instead. i played some mmt3 while zy tennis-ed awhile and played virtuastriker with zet or smth. lawl. fucking funny. NUNGLUCK. LOL. anyhows. we then proceeded home on the 88 helping ben with his project on airports. ben has no idea wtf is a airbus. LOL. we assisted him until zy got off. then it was rather quiet after that. then i reached home and here i am. i reached home at abt 8+. rofl. rain ftw.

gg.
<3 DEMI. I WANNA MEET HER ):
-LoveAndWar-

I fucking hate school.

2009-07-04T00:02:00.002+08:00

School is really a fucking bitch. When i found out that Demi's webcast was at 7.15am on Friday, i felt extremely gg-ed. so i tried to pon. but failed. i only managed to see her for like 5mins or so. and heard her. then i had to go to school. z. fucking. bullshit. nevermind. i left the house at 7.30, which is reasonable. but when i got to RP, i was held up and asked for my thermometer, which cost me time, and hence i was late for nothing. NOTHING. AND I DIDNT GET TO SEE DEMI. I GOT DOWNGRADED FOR FUCK. z. hate school. pcn timings. and the most boring faci had to take our class. i swear my wallpaper is more interesting. the fucking whiteboard- unreadable. all her little sidenotes all over the place. z. she was handing out masks to people that were coughing. soon like 1/4 the class was masked. seriously. zzz. dog school. make me miss her first webcast. i wouldnt mind getting downgraded if i saw her for the full time. but downgraded for nothing, AT ALL. thats a real bitch. nonetheless i had to use youtube to see what was going on. but even so i managed to watch the first 3-4mins only. which sucks. will try again tomorrow.

gg. extremely depressed/sad/emo

-LoveAndWar-

DEMI

2009-07-02T15:01:00.003+08:00

This will be a Demi Lovato takeover. im psycho-ing as many people as i can to become demi fans. lulz. i seriously want her. to come to singapore. concert. what are you people thinking? -.-

i found out that her first live webcast on fb isnt at 7.15am on friday, but rather midnight today. I CANT FUCKING WAIT. I CAN ACTUALLY TYPE TO HER. LOL. WOOOOOOOOOOOOo
im seriously fucking hyped up. cannot stay quiet alr. need to make some noiseeeeeeeeeeee. lol.

<3 demi forever man.

-LoveAndWar-

DONT DISTURB ME TONIGHT 12MIDNIGHT

I hate linksys

2009-06-29T08:39:00.002+08:00

For a simple reason, the modem i have, stopped responding all of a sudden. i kept dc-ing fron interwebz. so i had to fix/buy new modem. so now i have a aztech modem linked up to my LINKSYS router. somehow i get wireless but my com got nth. =.=

anyway. ive got mah aircon installed. lawl. and i bought demi's deluxe album <3
now i can watch her backstage without having to go through youtubes fail buffering. (: im sooo happy.
haters die, lovers live. hehehehehee
-LoveAndWar-
DEMIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

Just something i did.

2009-06-22T10:51:00.001+08:00

I could never forget the day we were together. I could never forget the day you told me you loved me. And I certainly would not be able to forget the day we went our ways. I was given the greatest gift of life, and I wasted that opportunity. That one chance that was given to me. I was so blinded, that I could not see the pain you were going through. For you were the only one to give me your love.
Am I creating all this problems from a figment of my mind? Or are they really there? I don’t really know what is right and wrong. I can never forget the day you left me. You never know the true value of a object until you lose it. This was no exception. Now that you have gone, I realise that I may not feel that feeling, that warm, soothing feeling of love again.
Or was what we had a lie? We hardly talked in person; all I had was words to comfort me. I’m not sure if you really meant it or not. It was all plain, pure words. Was that counted? I thought I had the world when we were together. But now I look at it, and I wonder, was it really the world? Or were it words? Words with empty meanings. I dreamt of the day that I would have a happy life with someone I truly care for.
But now it seems that I have been dreaming too much. Such things were impossible for me. I try so hard to impress the girl who holds my heart, but yet there are people who are completely new at this, and they don’t have to do much to win her over. I am jealous and yet disgusted. I hate to be so clichéd but life is certainly unfair. That is one thing that I have learnt up till now. I try so hard and fall so far. But in the end, does it really matter?
Now I’m torn up. Nothing left to believe in, not even in myself. Does really suffering another possible heartbreak and living past it? Or should I stop believing completely?

OH HAI ^-^

2009-06-18T10:41:00.004+08:00

K. UPDATEZ. HAPPY?
so. its the 4th day of the new 'term'. idk if its called that but whatever.
anyway. the holidays are so meh. i had 9/14 days out of the house. 3 days were at class chalet in pasir ris. and the rest were at environmental camp. much to my liking the first camp was fun. primary school kids from St. Hilda's Primary. Primary 4s. I HAD A BRUCE. LOL. BRUCE LEE. no im kidding. but his name was bruce smth. well you know...
anyway the camp was fun coz the kids were enthusiastic and hyper. entertaining also. so . at night the facis had our own time. we were playing pool and stuff.
obtw. i had like 6 smu facis 2 vjc facis and 3 rp facis. lol. SMU. LOL. LAW AND BUSINESS. AND SOME IT THING. ROFL. LAWLAWLAWLAWLAWLAWLAW. anyway. ehem.
at night we played pool there and did lots of bullshit. cards and idk what else. we slept everynight 2+ and got up at 6+. LOL. well. the second night we decided to go out. at first we wanted bugis. then we ended up at kg glam. :/
so we had some food and drinks and proceeded back for angeline (FACI.) was falling asleep. LOL. serious. so we went back and i slept outside in the tent. fulfilling the role of "Facis would be outside for your (p4) safety". together with winston. who was y1 doal also. ^-^
then the second camp was less n2. coz i guess i was used to the primary school kids or what. =/
so. i had woodgrove secondary. a mixture of kids from sec 1 to seec 5. so we all had a sec 1, 2, 3, and a sec 5. i had 2 girls 2 guys. and a +1. lul. from another group a girl kept coming, name was jia yi. +1. lul. so. i had more or less 5 ppl. well my group was abit difficult for me at first but eventually it was better. oh well. the only difference between the camps were that the secondary kids went cycling and rafting while the primary kids were doing dragonboating. oh well. then on the last night we actually, ACTUALLY, wanted to go watch movie. (friday night), but they ended too late so we decided to just walk around. =/ and now its back to school. zzz. extremely fun. i. stop. now. got. work. zzz. gg.
w'rgip wergi erihje erha jerghje j
-LoveAndWar

harharharhar chaletz.

2009-06-04T22:14:00.002+08:00

Yes. a brief post on whats been crackin. ive been at costa sands PASIR RIS. not downtown east. =.= huda me luqman and sugar went INTO downtown east costa sands. turns out we paid a buck for nothing. zz. nvm. so we got to the chalet. and here i am.LOL. NOU. LOL. WE ARE IN M. LOLOLOL. we are like the noisiest group here. k. going to do some bullshit games and stuff. gtfo.

HURHURHUR HOLIDAYS ARE HERE, wait, what holidays.

2009-06-03T01:50:00.002+08:00

OH HAI. ITS ME.
AND HAI EUODIA. THERE I MENTIONED YOU. K? =D
yes. euodia and her AAL. lmao. that blog is really teh lulz. the true ahlians fail. seriously. =.=

anywayyy. its the holidays. and. finally. all. the. uts. are. done. HAHAHAAHHAHHHA science ut failed. hard.

check it.

anyway. its the holidays and i spend only around 4 days or so at home. lmao. i have chalet later. note. LATER. and next week monday to sat im facilitating a camp. so. =.= talking with euodia now. like. its 2 in the morning. lol. im back to my old self. for now atleast. KoRn is for teh lulz. as is disturbed. rprprprprprprprp.

i can only hope, that something happens. but nothing will. if you shut me out.

LoveAndWar. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH,

P.S. Vincent you fail. seriously. LOL.

lawl. ut's for you?

2009-05-27T21:17:00.002+08:00

hello jokers. (:
its been awhile. AND ITS ALREADY THE GODDAMN UT'S. WTF MAN.IT DOESN'T MATTER LUL. CHECK OUT MY COMMENTS ON MATHS UT.

hahahahahaa. as you can see, i intend to fail it. i shall do it again for science. :D

lessons are meh. next week class chalet. lol. kj around. (:
im considering to go for that camp facilitation thing. sounds l337. home will be home. and i pon school today LOL. AHAHAHAHAHA
oh well. it seems school was fail today. =/

GG
-LoveAndWar-

Of Mountains and bikes. (more of hills rather)

2009-05-24T00:22:00.002+08:00

LOL. WOOO. BIKING IS SERIOUSLY FTW.
KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK, i woke up at 7.05am because i cant have 2 different alarms (6.15am school and 7.30am saturdays) so i went to buy paperz and eat breakfast and all that bullshit. then i left the my house at 8.30 thinking that by the time the bus comes it would be 8.45 or so. the ride 1hour so i'd reach there by 9.45 and some time for me to slackz around. anyway. we kj-ed around outside the sports centre and waited for all. then we mass cycled ourselves to MANDAI T15. it was near the entrance of the zoo there and it was a army zone thing. so we crossed the gates and into the trail and set off. our first offroad course. hehehe. and the road was ok ok. but still fun. quite abit of downhill but rough still. and at the end was some trials place with ramps/jumps and such. and i fell. I FELL. LOL. lost control at the last part of the 2nd set of jumps and almost flew like a shi quan off the last high mound and into another drop. but i put my feet on the floor and hoped it would do smth. well it did =D. so i was prevented from flying. far. but i got it on my hand and leg. OHWELL. NO PAIN NO GAIN. LOL. i think that stock bike gg. =/ anyway. school is very meh. had first ut ever. problem solving. much lulz. finished it in 25mins. THEY CANCELLED FRIDAYS UT LOL. so we adhoc-ed in class till 5 or so and we subway-ed and waited till 6.30 when lo and behold lim ming wei walks out of school.LOL. so i bade farewell to my classmates and home-ed with that fag. that was pretty much my week summed up. ALISON IS TALKING TO MEEE. LIKE FINALLY. but. i feel that she was not like that last time we had a conversation together. she was more tensed and bottled up that day. its just so fucking difficult to talk to her sometimes. feelings have been rekindled but slowly being doused. i wish she would take me just as a person. rather than a senior which she doesnt even know. ...

BIKING WHORES LOL.

2009-05-17T00:24:00.002+08:00

LOL. GG. WIN. REALLY. FUCKING. WIN. RP BIKING IS FUCKING FUN LOL. THE STUFF THEY DO. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. FUNFAIR ONLY. ITS SO EPIC. IT DESERVES MY CAPS. LOL MW. YOU JOKER. FALL DOWN AND KENA SWOLLEN ANKLE STILL SAY NO PAIN. LMAO. WHAT THE FUCK MAN. A GOOD BIKE COSTS LIKE. 800 BUCKS. OHWELL. I. MUST. GET. A. HARO MTB. LOL. APPARENTLY NEXT SATURDAY IS TRAILING AT BKT TIMAH. LOL. SIAN. GO SCHOOL CYCLE TO BKT TIMAH CYCLE BACK MRT/BUS HOME. ZZZ

MY E BUTTON ON MY LAPTOP IS FUCKING BROKEN. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW IT BROKE. ZZZ. NBCB.

imissyouso.whywasntitpossible?

GG
-LoveAndWar-

Free spirit.

2009-05-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

Well. This will be quite an explanatory post. Just to tell those new people what/who am i really. I believe myself to be a free spirited person. i hate authority and rules. i do what i want. sounds very stupid. but thats me. sometimes i talk alot sometimes very little,(trust me, i wont stop talking.). I am still a person. i have feelings and a outside life from w47j. if you see me not talking. dont disturb me. please. i will always be very reflective. so just leave me alone or ask only if need be. i like to write. not that it did me any good during o levels. i hated studying. i ended up with 27points. go figure. i was playing my life away in secondary school. i have no regrets. i am where i want to be. doal is what i wanted since i left obs in sec 3. 5-9th november. even though it was 11th on my list ( my fuck parents wanted the order changed) i still ended up in doal. so. im going to be an outdoor instructor. i will need a good wife then. someone who earns. i need someone to care for. im that kind of person. ive tried. many times. all have failed. or was it me? or am i thinking too much? "there are plenty of fishes in the ocean". heard of overfishing and running out of bait? to me. i have had it once too many times. i have never got to know any girl beyond her name and what she does. get over it. i cant change my look and i wont. i like myself coz im one of a kind. im not being self-centred or whatever. but. its like that. more so. i will be very honest for this once. i have thought of suicide many times. but i realise it does nothing to solve the problem. running away is bullshit. singapore is too small. so im left to confide to myself. holding in all those years of pain is straining me. but there is no avenue to let go. id rather keep it and kill myself inside out then tell it to someone and hear the same bullshit over and over again. like getting into trouble with my parents every 2 nights for no reason whatsoever isnt bad enough. its more of my father actually. every small thing i get scolded. i just dont care what he says and rebel to whatever he wants to do. i cant wait to leave this house in 2 years time. now that you know my situation abit. please. just. dont point me out too much. im fine with the current situation. just dont push it. i will do whatever is necessary to shut you up.

wtfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff

2009-05-13T13:28:00.000+08:00

THE MUSTANG 2010 IS OUT/ABOUT TO COME OUT. WTF.

IMBA. LOOKS DAMN SWEET.

WILL POST BETTER LATER

1 week and lots of happenings. =/

2009-04-26T23:53:00.003+08:00

meh. its been a week since school started. I HAVE 3 B'S WTH. i thought i would get an 'a' for enterprise. =.= atleast i didnt fail maths. zz. now i know whats it about(with maths and science being, well, maths and science.), i know what to do. more or less. bring in the A's.. so i've got a damn good class, Block W4 level 7 classroom J, or to everyone w47j. much lulz everyday. so. yea. zz i think i made germaine hate me =.= fuck la. 1 week alr like that. still got 14 more sia...well anyway. played lots and lots of l4d. kudos to vin for the illegal program :D so yea. expert is really gay. i swear i was lucky to even get past level 1 of the first chapter =.= cant even imagine the finale. i played so much l4d i swear i saw a hunter...zz..

and also. i know you have your problems. i can tell, you cant deny that. i mean, what kind of a guy would treat you in that way? i know i wouldn't but thats just me. you deserve so much better than all that. you are beautiful, you are smart, charming, you have a great body(do forgive me), and on top of that you have a very lovable personality, outgoing and caring. and yet there are guys out there that treat you in this manner. im not saying im the perfect guy or whatever, neither am i trying to look better by saying all this, but its true. you deserve better. it may not be me but hey, whatever. life's like that. you never know whats going to happen until its happened. as long as you are happy i am. cyeo. pls. you deserve so much more.
also, study heard eh? i know got your a divisions and all that, good luck for that also =D all the best cyeo (:

BAH CHILDS PLAY.

2009-04-21T20:29:00.002+08:00

RPRPRPRPRPRPRPRPRPRPRP. PBL = CAN KJ AROUND. LOL. had problem solving ystd. quite fun la, i guess was coz we knew it alr =/. so like that luh. z. then attempted to lan at the library. fucking fail. lol. joined some pariah network called gabriel and WE COULD ACTUALLY SEE THE FUCKING GAME. LOL. so we joined. but alas. it was not meant to be. fffffff spikes. lag. delay. really damn lol. went home ystd at about 5.30. reaching at 6.45. took bus. lol. =.= slept from like, upper thomson to my house the stop. lucky i woke up. rofl. if not i at amkhub alr. soooooo. talked to cyeo until she slept:D then proceeded to play sa until about 1, when i slept. woke up at 6,30. THANK FUCKING GOD MW DID NOT CALL ME AT 600. ZZ. i swear. woke up. bathed. raining la. i did not even know. =.= so changed ate and left to amk station. wtffffff the buses. imba beyond belief. like must wait fucking long just to board. so i went ABIT late to amk station to meet mw, eng zy. mw waited for me. but i did not take that long. can you believe it. they dont let you in even though you got 3bucks in the card =.= major wtf. topped up 10, went in, met mw. went to school. saw hyper along the way. hand signing me something which i had almost 0 understanding of., apart from saying IM GOING TO PON SCHOOL AHAHAHAHA. well actually no. smth about waiting for someone. ANYWAY. went to school. i fucking fell at the stairs. seriously, baggy jeans+staircase=lose. i have mw to thank. that n2 dog. zzz make me jump stairs. walaoooooooo.had enterprise today. i swear, i hear personality one more time...........................................LOL THE QUIZ IS SO FUCKING TRUE. ITS LIKE, ACCURATE LA. LOL. YOU ALL SHOULD TRY IT. went to it help desk aft school to settle the vpn bullshit. i went home with eng and tried out the vpn. IT DOESNT WORK. WTF? i resigned to using my desktop to doing it. and it works =.= nvm. did rj. and here i am now. i was bored into doing this. going to eat now and talk to cyeo somemore heheheheh<3

'I put my trust in you...'

GOOD GAME
LOVEANDWAR

shl.

2009-04-18T13:36:00.002+08:00

meh. back. had my fop from wednesday to yesterday. damn fun. like. really imba groups. i got 2 damn good sl's. zul and, er, ally (or smth like that). i had DOAL3. and was renamed to Vic3. which is abit ohwell la. but whatever. shl took home second when sas took 1st. atleast we beat rivals soh this year. drafted really good teams for tug of war and the performance. shl are spartan warriors. and our mascot was leonidas/warrior/whoever, and we had the best damn warcry. AND WE TOOK SECOND. z. got home 10.30+ and had msn with the group. talked to cyeo for abit before she slept and dota-ed with vin before i slept. 1+. and i woke up at 10. which is really fucked up.z. will post a more indepth day-to-day narrative on the foc when im in the mood. now is just, very, sad.

'where'd you go, i miss you so.'

gg
LoveAndWar

Attacking suddenly and defending the Ancients.

2009-04-03T04:47:00.002+08:00

Hi. er. rofl. heheeheh. forgot i had this little blog of mine =/
anyway. i've been playing SA and DotA these days. now downloading warrock. lots of fps. well dota isn't but w/e. er. going to vin's later for lan-shop-ing at his place (read: FREELOADING OF INTERNET) so we can SA together and also he can give me fucking warcraft. to put on mah laptopz. laptopz got nuthin but tf2 and SA. trying to js properly now. some kind of exercise. rifl. NO. IT IS JUMPSTYLE AND I WILL JUMP LIKE PATRICK JUMPEN ONE DAY. k. i may sleep now. not sure. settling the warrock installation, trying it out for awhile then sleep i guess. heheheheehhehehehehehehehehe

SO I HERD YUO LIEK MUDKIPZ?

2009-03-24T20:58:00.002+08:00

ok so hi, my name is not boxxy. anyway. as you will notice things are much brighter around here. only because i thought my host was so fail that i got my own skin and hosted my own pictures, to avoid moar fail. so. much. trouble. you wouldnt believe all the bullshit they have at blogskins.com. lollipops=masculine. winter=anime. =.=
anyway this was just a quick update. gg guys ^_^

LoveAndWar

Chun-Li is a transformer. No joke. =/

2009-03-19T18:48:00.002+08:00

Heheheheheh, i am back. (o^_^o) <--lolk unexpected.
anyway. whatever mental state i am in, IT DOESNT MATTER. i ventured out of my house(!!) to watch a movie with boon, sherman, wei xin, joshua. the actual plan of the day was to meet with wei xiang to go pick up our sgc (moar on that later). so after numerous signatures, the sgc's were handed over. damn they look $$$$. school fees not fake one. lulz. so after lul-ing at school, i hastened myself to j8 to catch Street Fighter: the legend of chun-li. much lulz in that. chun-li at 5yrs old is a chinese while from 10++++ she becomes moar western looking, which is really epic. so what if the mother was a westerner and father some bigshot chinese businessman with connections so wide even your bathroom is wired. people dont change ethnicity in 5 years. lolwtf. apart from that. IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO HER YOU DIE FIRST. LUL. very epic movie. i recommend it for lulz and lots of painful inflictions to parts of the body. violence ftlulz. the ending was more lul. "there's some guy in japan, ryu somethingsomething." lolk.

anyway. 10years of bullshitting through the singapore education system and i get a cert for that. omfg. L337-hax0r. hehe. i should get a medal or smth. =/
ANYWAY. if you want me to tell you bits of my sgc, msn. very very very very lol.

PEACE OUT MAH HOMEBOYZ.
LoveAndWar.

The post with no title.

2009-03-06T01:46:00.003+08:00

every now and then there will be some post that has no title. well here's mine. now. only because i cant think of anything. these days: Team Fortress 2-ing. really epic. ever since i bought it its almost tf2 the whole day. tf2 iz t3h 1337. fuck. i know it sounds stupid. z. lately i've just been thinking of one person. she's in acjc now. i cant help but wonder how's she doing since entering. im supposing very well. since its where she wanted to be. i also wonder, what would have happened if we had met. could something have developed? then i realize. how much more stupid-er can i get. as if i haven't learned enough. i was blinded by false hope. i'm lying to myself. how much will it take for me to know that. you're in your jc now. i dont want to be self centered or whatever but i was there also. among your other friends.

then i realise

if i dont talk to you, you would not even say anything to me.

so am i forcing myself onto you?

i cant really sleep these days. all i think about is you. but i know its not possible at all, but why do i still harbor these feelings. your face, your smile, your eyes, so alluring, so seductive, makes me want to have you. i thought we'd find something we shared in common, i thought we found it. i didnt find it. after being denied over and over again. how much more fail am i going to get.

cyeo. why.

[Love]And[War]

The Fail-ness of life.

2009-02-24T16:28:00.002+08:00

Greetings from my dark abode. K. Im here. so? i spend my days in my room locked up and playing com. very little dota actually. i just sit around nowadays. td with zet every now and then. anyway.

ever wondered how being played out feels? well the feeling is crap. sucks to the core. was supposed to meet someone after 4 years for lunch or whatever. the rule learn from your mistakes does not apply here. coz i thought things were different this time. well it wasn't/isn't. i thought we had something going. you were some kind of light in the darkness kind of thing.(not being cliched, we talked in the evenings). she was someone i thought that would just ignore everything else just for a moment. then she says she cant come coz she's in school on her 'free day' note the FREE( no cw, not mingwei.). who in the hell spends a free day in school. i thought school was weak, but spending your free time there? weaker still. nevermind. heh. happened many times to me already. sure this isn't going to kill me. though it was kinda my last chance. really weak.

"been on the flyer before?"
"no but my friends say its boring"
"er. k."
gg. rm pls.

guess im going to the gym more often. good time to take my mind of these kind of things/people.

btw, if you read this(you know who), why so weak? come on la. i thought you were something. we could have been something. sad. yet another sad sad situation.

btw im getting tf2 next week. at j8, monday. well its not like anyone cares but whatever man.

[Love]And[War]

Thy will be done.

2009-02-15T22:31:00.003+08:00

soooooooooooooooo siaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. just posting this. lolz. next week im going out with someone i havent seen in years. hehehehheheh.
k. nothing else for now =D

Speak of the matthew.

2009-02-12T22:43:00.002+08:00

WELL HELLO KIDZ. ITS TIME FOR ANOTHER POST ON MY BORING DAY. well i've made an achievement. i went out with vincent just now. just zuo bo-ing around.
1) WOW. like must be a change in you or something you actually want to go out with me next week? -.- (note: almost no one knows who im talking about so shove off.)
2)Vincent< Dota. learn moar plz.
3)need a new ring. my fat fingers are, well, too fat.
4) V-day= waste of time. experience has taught me alot. took me too damn long to learn. wayy to long.

now excuse my mindless meaningless rants on how cw fails in life(no offence cw) and i fail at everything else. (seriously, me going out with a girl who has like half my points? really fucking fail)

walao.

2009-02-12T02:35:00.002+08:00

dunno. random title. =/ yes i am still alive and the only people who know that are those who dota with me. ANYWAY. it has been crap these past few days although i only look forward to the evenings when you are back from acjc. then there is some meaning in my life. ever since i knew the jae results its just been slack. all jobs applied for = phail ( cw stfu im not going to kp anyone anymore unless they get in my way)
yes im trying to stop random kp's unless someone really irritates the hell out of me.
which leads to dota inhouses. apparently im a noob dog who is very noisy to the extent where in dota ben>me. i've been challenged to a 1v1 with him. i'd rather not waste my time with insignificant weaklings who solve problems by 1v1. i bet if you lose you are going to challenge me to cs or something so w/e.
14th of feb. what a day. 5 years 14 times. is there like some record or something. i mean seriously. wtf?

so i did this joker test thing. here are my results. im not afraid to die apparently. therefore me>death

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Disappointment
Losing Someone
Commitment
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

>.>

2009-02-04T00:31:00.001+08:00

wwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaattttttttttttttttttttttttttttthhhhhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeefkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
seriously. WTF? my blog has failed. and so has chiangwei. but back to the blog. Z_Z NOOB HOST DC/DELAY GO PLAY AI LA. k. no link. nvm.time. to.look. for. new. skin. zzz

I cry your mercy—pity—love!—aye, love! Merciful love that tantalizes not,

2009-01-22T23:26:00.002+08:00

I once asked someone why was she so happy all the time, and her answer humbled me. She merely said, "you must be happy one what". So true, yet that same day was the last day we spoke.
How happy can one be while hiding from people?
Someone asks you something and not a word is spoken,
How would you feel?
You thought that things were going to turn out for the better,
yet you failed to see,
you were blindsided by possibilities of finally being happy.

"No one wants to be the last one there, cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares, someone to love with my life in their hands".
Yes, the lyrics from nickelbacks Gotta Be Somebody. I feel stupid having to post this kind of a post today. But i just feel like saying these things.

"Alas, so all things now do hold their peace!"

by Petrarch

Alas, so all things now do hold their peace!

Heaven and earth disturbèd in no thing;

The beasts, the air, the birds their song do cease,

The nightès car the stars about doth bring;

Calm is the sea; the waves work less and less:

So am not I, whom love, alas! doth wring,

Bringing before my face the great increase

Of my desires, whereat I weep and sing,

In joy and woe, as in a doubtful case.

For my sweet thoughts sometime do pleasure bring:

But by and by, the cause of my disease

Gives me a pang that inwardly doth sting,

When that I think what grief it is again

To live and lack the thing should rid my pain.

Obamazzzzzz

2009-01-21T21:59:00.002+08:00

To make it clear that im still alive and normal: :WEORIH T:GIE"GHEOI%EPI%ZOMGWTFHAZXXZXCZXCZXCZ
Oh lol. Barack Obama, first African-American President of the United States of America. lulz. hopefully things will change. like his campaign outreach 'change'. _|_ bush. rofl. Watched the back end of the swearing in this morning coz i just woke up. i woke up at 8. zzz.had to go to parents office to help out. earned like 20bucks for solving com problems. i think. anyway. i have likw 24bucks now. mmt3 anyone? lol. lan also can. had drinks with my parents at some sidewalk cafe in the little india area. one of those backpacker places. not bad. had a shandy. -.- my sprite kena jack. 1/2 of heineken i think. z. sien. then reached home abt 9 or so. and i haven't played dota. LOL. nvm. later. in awhile. hehehehehehehehe.

- 41150n. like. i want it now. =/ -

2009-01-19T22:54:00.002+08:00

lets see. hmm. yes. another deadbeat boring day has passed upon me. SIAN. need buy papers tomorrow for JOBZ. so i can kp cw. rofl. anyway. went cycling in the afternoon. cycled to school ~4pm there. uncle sam, ngiam and chew came out of school. well the former came out alone, and the latter, stuck. they went hero-hunting. wx went into school to buy drinks coz it is cheaper. roflzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. need change skin soon. this one kinda sucks. gonna go play dota with the plant and whonot. see you when i see you.

If.

2009-01-18T22:39:00.002+08:00

lol k sry. impromptu post last night. just to make ppl assume im still here. which i am. anyways. lol JAEz. suck. nvm. im holding my cat prisoner in my room. and she's meowing like wtf. -__- i let her out. lol. played lots of inhouse today. apparently weixin made daryl dulan or smth so daryl decided to stop playing. so we got head to play instead. i think. nvm. details need not be shared. SO. 30TH JAN. SIEN. rp i should be. =/ just watched Lions For Lambs.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lions_for_lambs
too lazy to tell you all synopsis. so damn true la. i recommend it to you uncultured morons :D. teach you some sense and understanding about modern politics. NOT OBAMA. .__. seems like tomorrow i will be swimming. rofl. amk swimming complex at abt 9am. if i can wake up. IF. my parents call me sunshine coz long gone were the days of waking before the crow of the rooster. (i.e sunrise)
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on a side note.
I will do anything to have you. I'd learn to play the violin and play the most complicated piece for you. I'd run a marathon for you. I'd do anything humanely possible if you'd just talk to me. I know we can work this out. Please just give me a chance, I'll make you understand, that when I got to give so much more than this, then you'll ever know. If you'd take the chance.

2009-01-18T00:19:00.002+08:00

yes it seems that i have finally updated the tags. so what it doesnt matter. tag me dogs. LOL JK. anyway. er. fag i got 27 for o. cb. NVM. can still try. passed maths rofl. it turns out, you fucken blowjob is a really good way to shut someone up. no way you can get a comeback. =D lol. kk

Of 'O' levels and dota.

2009-01-10T23:42:00.002+08:00

well. seems that o level results are out soon. why is everyone so scared. its the results. we're not going to sit for all 50papers again on monday what. you've done it already and now its time to see how you've fared. stop whining la ffs. -__- anyway; i've thought of worst case scenario already. retain/5N. not to say its a bad option or what. but i mean. come on. another year in school. not what i had in mind. have to sit through another year in guangyang and try to not kill any fag which dares cross my path about me failing. well there is other schools. but. wtf? no. spent my day helping to cook and in the afternoon dota/cs, but i intended to run. if you all know me. it wont happen. and it didnt. somehow things need to be done but for what? myself? im happy with what i have now/ doing now. for others? screw what others think. what they think is their problem. its their opinion. why should it matter? ye. somehow this links up to an old friend i asked out last year. asked her to go watch a movie. turns out that night she said she wasnt sure what her friends would think. up till now i still dont know wtf is wrong with everyone. im drifting away from everyone else now. its. very, sian. to have this feeling of want, but still knowing that you cant have it. its really just stupid to think that i have a chance. my studies are crap. no denying that. cant make it very far with f's in almost every sub. i stopped caring long ago. now its just wait and see what happens. i am more quiet than last time now. i hardly talk to anyone. save vincent and boi and who not. but apart from them no one else. even cyeo i think is pushing me away. havent talked to her in awhile. and now there's no reason to talk to anyone anymore. i mean her judgement is swayed by her friends. are you scared that if your friends find out about me they will make you a pariah or smth? please la. == ive had enough of this already.

Jokers?

2009-01-08T22:20:00.002+08:00

Yes well it seems that i went to Republic Poly Yesterday to view their open house. :/ well i was late(I STOPPED DOTA AT 11AM LA ZZZ) so i boarded a 269 to go the mrt station. The bus was quiet. except for the first joker of the day. seems this old man has had his car possessed by some dog company and need $$$ to claim it back. so he was calling his friends on his handphone and asking for money. the way he was dressed made it seem like his clothes were also possessed =_= and he was talking about public transport like its a bad thing "im on the bus now. you can hear the tap sounds?" he said that like 4 times. zzz? nevermind. ended up at woodlands mrt. so i, being the joker i am, decided to NOT ask for help and just follow my style(the anyhow walk cfm can go method). Turns out i walked the long way =/ sad. much confusion ensued. eilene tells me they right inside. i assumed it to be that hall place when you walk from the entrance. I HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE BEFORE AND I DONT KNOW WHERE YOU PPL WALKED. k. nvm. so we walked the place then had lunch at the canteen, i insisted its a canteen while vincent says its some foodcourt thing. dude. its a school. schools have canteens. well rp had a restaurant, but different case. so they had lunch while i played bishi bashi champ (if its wrong spelling/game FFS DONT FLAME ME). turns out i suck(at the game). anyway. we left and decided to go to plaza sing. eliene wanted to buy green tea. =_= wtf. nvm so vincent decided to pon kovan and we went to tpy to slacko until txy arrived. lol i dont want say what happened. vincent. lol. =/
then i met up with my parents and their staff. they were drinking at the coffeeshop near my house so i ended up drinking with them 10(20) ((not very sure)) bottles. coz one of the guys went to the toilet and everytime he does so 2 or 3 more bottles came. ROFL. so went home at 1030+ and dota-ed roughly till 5am. my parents assumed i had a hangover. IM FINE. LOL. anyway. think im going sp and np tmr. NOT SURE. TIME ALSO DONT KNOW. SO I SHALL DOTA LOL. yes vincent. im being a dick =D anyway. lol results.12th. who gives a fuck =/

2009-01-02T22:10:00.003+08:00

So it seems my com is like a person. It sucks as it ages. it cant remember passwords for me all of a sudden. well anyway. yes i went out for nye with "The Horde" as bob somewhat calls it. went to marina bay to watch the countdown. before that we had dinner at BK in raffles place. er, the place outside city hall mrt that one . yes well we wanted lulu but sadly we couldnt find her. so we decided to amass ourselves there and spam them. i had a ZOMG meal as they call it. seriously, it wasnt OMG it was more like WTF?. its a burger. i could get that at mac or maybe kfc. nvm. then we decided to nuisance ourselves around the shopping centre, and while doing so met meng hoo. lol. yes he was waiting for a female friend i think. eh dun anyhow. teachers got life one. =/ so after that we massed toileted and we decided to make the robinsons toy department our temporary abode. yes. ben10, thomas the train (=_=) bob the builder and jia wei's clothes were all there. after making fun of each other (most particularly jia wei) we went over to, er, one of the other shopping centres. i think it was suntec first. met up with a few other ppl then we carried on. some of us wanted to watch movie while waiting. but sadly those movies that were available started at 9+. not enough time. so we went arcade, watch weiloon pwn at KOF, and then proceeded to go to the espleNADE. yes while we were arcading damien and hwee went on their on to 'secure' us a spot. nvm that. we arrived there there was this band making noise to the extent that bob said this joker band very loud. LOL. epic win. nvm. found damien who found us since bob called, went to our places and attempted to listen to some well wishing stuff, in the end it was psp(vincent, with djmax, popo with streetfighter and dunno who else. think was plant or who =/), radio(me) and handphone games(xiang ben and mw) till abt 15min before the firewerkz. turns out the short person decided to make an entrance. rofl. took no pics. hp too ghey. nvm. refer to bobs blog (link not here. my links were owned when i changed skin, you all should know) even though only 3 or so. yes. chicken man and epic fighting. coupled together with singaporeans/foreigners being blocking whores (bob complains about the joker with the pram, i complain about mw's big head and the people infront, though i managed to get the loafer moved abit (: .) seems that after that there was a happy birthday matthew in store. yes everyone knows reception sucks at this kind of events with billions of sms's and calls going out at the same time. so after finally getting matthew he put down the phone after one line. =/ sad. then vincent was in a dillemna for his sms to kimberly was not being sent. after cursing singtel and idk what else(most probably me, coz i was irritating him) his sms was sent out. after having painful talks with some of the others from our school, we left. cw. lol you got owned so much. sad. then we went back to mrt ourselves to respective destinations, i.e movie or home. they went to watch ip man. i went home. reached home at abt 2.30 in the morning. had to walk back from amk mrt. no more buses. sad wx. walked with him for abit more before going home. thats it. slept. dota-ed in the morning. life goes on. lol. have a very happy new year. I SENT SMS'S, MY PHONE IS GHEY. SRY GUYS. ANYWAY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO THOSE WHO DIDNT RECEIVE.

oh lol i have jobbed.

2008-12-30T20:54:00.002+08:00

yes well it seems i have not been blogging. =/ got a new temporary skin. sry. forgot abt the linkz. relink me pls oO anyway, went to j8 in a attempt to job for ntuc. turns out teh line goes up 2floors so i had lunch instead. mw(that dick) watched me. dunno why. =_= then we went arcade. played house of the dead4 and daytona and that basketball thing. then we went out. must be fate or what. we saw jeffery. he said he just applied at yosh at j8. rofl. i got the aura from him and asked if still got. turns out i most prolly will work there. =/ measly pay. nvm la. work can liao. lol.
RELINK PPL ._.

2008-12-15T15:48:00.001+08:00

OH YA.
ALISON. PLEASE
CAN WE START OVER?
LIKE WE NEVER KNEW EACH OTHER. PLEASE

owned.

2008-12-15T15:34:00.002+08:00

Ya. K. I UPDATE. HAPPY? 'dkg aeoRIH; 'GOAEHRT ';OIEHN R;'OJ ;'OEKN R'an 'oian h'oinh 'air h'oirth'kbghksn'

k. now thats done with.
Job Status: Unemployed. =_= stupid working society.
DotA status: Sian
CS status: Cs too noob.( the game, not me)

thats an update.
yes well, while the time my blog was slowly dieing, i turned 16. yes. finally. too bad 300 came out before i was 16. otherwise go watch. =/
anyway. yes well. thanks are in order.
HweeLing (first to wish me, was playing dota btw)
The rest (in no particular order):
MingWei
WeiXiang. lol dude. you suck. got a job. on my birthday.
Eilene
Joshua
Charis Tan (o.o)
DENGKAI LOL
er. damn.
Damien
Boi
CHIANGWEI ( STILL SHORT)
VINCENT LOLOL.
BOON(Y)
er, well sorry if i left out anyone's name. cant remember anymore =/
anyway had lunch at Pizza Hut at j8. lul. chiangwei came late with dickson. lol we were all almost done when they decided to enter. lol. me, boi and vincent ordered a pepperoni pizza, hl and damien had a couple meal. the first pizza they wanted required MOAR $$$$. so they went for, uh, another one. Anyway. 5days ago, i think, parents left for malaysia. werkwerk. and im at home, sick. lol. owned. so the dota spam started. ah. bought a new game( its a old title, came out 1 or 2 years ago, one of a few that can play on my com =_=, mingwei insisted that i buy virtua fighter 1) called Second Sight. Boy that game pwns. damn fun. will do a review once its done. soon i think. anyway. so my parents were in malaysia. and they got a laptop for S$1100 which was what would cost S$1800 here. and for the $700 cannot upgrade my com. =/ sad, very sad. anyway. here i am now. sent an email to subwayamk. for a job. no reply yet. sunday classifieds sucks. hardly anything. so i vacuumed the house, did the dishes. and by request from hweeling im posting all this. yes i know i missed out the bowling. sorry. == k i now go watch movie. hope clouds gtfo so i can go run. wont be playing much dota and whatever for the next 2 days. dont ask me to. pls. ty.

2008-12-06T22:38:00.001+08:00

Just something random i found on the dota forums. its been awhile. major post coming soon :D

"I like it because you can eat Doomed creeps now.

...why do you Doom creeps?

It's a pro strategy. Doom a creep, make the opponent stop and "lol" in all chat, bam team gank."

loldongs, I graduated?

2008-11-15T12:47:00.002+08:00

Oh lol. so it seems me and all the other fags of 2008 sec 4s have graduated. lets spare a moment and think of the last 4 years in the school. well, later maybe. now. k. on 13 november we had our graduation ceremony. well apparently that phailed. i think. anyway, jue mao was eating. all the food. at the free refreshments at the back. the cream-puff-things were a hit. and nothing else really. minor picture takings were occuring all over the hall. anyway. had a 'graduates inhouse dota match' the night before prom. sry la ben. only you cannot escape as easily.=/ anyway. last night was more loldongs than the grad ceremony. Prom night for YOU? Yes. it was very obvious that MATTHEW didnt go. coz we were not able to sing happy birthday matthew. oh well. Demi Ng also didnt go. suspicions much? :D the emcee guy's name was jay, and well, he was born in indonesia. thats all i gathered. he's rather large. =/ IT DOESNT MATTER. jianz was also not there. sad. sad. very major picture taking occured. 2e2'06 and all that. there even was a picture taken for all those who played dota rofl. and 3, 2, 1 SOLO MID THANK YOU. LOL. The epic 4e1 bio class also took a picture together. sammy, pls la, we took a photo inside the ballroom already la =_= i had to take 2 pics with sammy coz she wasnt convinced that we took a pic inside. =/ then. english band 1 took a photo and all the 'decemberians' took a photo. so kimberly, popo, jacinthe, pf, me, jeffery and evelyn took a picture together. lol. aloy was supposed to be taking a picture somewhere else and we borrowed him. funny siol. well i think i ended up in another picture by accident. oops :X sry guys. i think was 2e3. =/ anyway, lets talk about dressing. sammy. to be honest, you look ok, abit funny :D dont hit me. if you can. wei xiang looks very lol. and ming wei wore a hoodie. vincent finally dresses like a man, boi looks like he escaped from prison, angeline looked hot (er, yea, :X honesty.) and sean, that wasnt the all black that i thought you would wear. constance wore a pokka-dotted dress, hweeling wore a dress. and she fell sick. lolwut? get better =/ boony wore a suit. rofl. his hair was all shiny and stuff. lolz. raja looked like "he didnt have enough cloth to fit him". and so did, bob i think. eilene wore a dark blue dress, i think. and a black, er, sweater thing. the whole ballroom was nearly all black, save for a few who wore pink( felicia 4e2) and white (bob) and others who i dont remember. anyway. nuck asked mr. sam a question: now since we have graduated, can we call you sam?" LOL. epic win. the answer i didnt know. rofl. apart from the dressing, everything could have been somewhat improved. i think. idk. =/ anyway. halfway through VP tan boon chiang's (?) sean and constance made a grand entrance together. lol. all went wild. obtw gratz to you 2 for Mr and Mrs GYSS. lolz. skipping the eating and the more cam-whoring and all that. after the thing was over we were like now go where and all that. some went to k-box. lucky we didnt go also, there wouldve been like 40ppl there. anyway. boi, vincent, me, raja, plant, jianz (yes, he showed up after the whole thing), nuck, ming wei, hweeling, damien, eilene, wei loon, ben and some others, (i think thats all) walked to boi's house. on the way we stopped for drinks and there, nuck, ming wei, jian and pf went home. boi decided to stalk popo and almost ended up being pinned on the floor. loldongs. anyway. reached boi house all started going for the drums. dude, that mine rofl. aiya, nvm. i dont really care. =/ we went epic gh4 spam and i left at abt 11.45 for home. i missed the 265. wtf. by abit. ZZZ. took a cab home. surprisingly. 4bucks. lol. bathed and slept. rofl. now, what to do for the 2months. =/

aye funfair ah boy?

2008-10-04T10:29:00.002+08:00

yes, it was the last day of school. 4 years went so quickly. it so happened that the last maths lesson also did papers. =/ weak man.
physics also. mr gan was lol as he helped me answer 2 qns and he apparently answered both wrong. so much for being a teacher. lol.
chinese was chinese. jian hao was there. indeed.
recess was good as usual, though the lack of food spoilt it all.
chem we did a practical without the practical. just went through. =/
and after school. oh lol. after school apparently there was a fight to be held oppo school. =/
the ppl who were going to botak, half went to attempt to watch the fight while the other half continued. mart nuck bob jian hao zuo yang darren eng eilene and me went to attempt to watch. the decisions made before that was very lol. like there was a fake gangfight at the carpark next to school. zuo yang was all funfair-y and bob was like "last day of school la. go tio tai ji only". lol
well i went with eng to hunt down boi and vincent at j8. so happens they were eating ice cream. =/ anyway. vincent recieved new ram today. LOL. no more -ap lag. went home and slept. again
nb. I DONT SLEEP IN THE AFTERNOONZ?!?!?! nvm. slept. i doubt i slept long anyway. had dinner and watched the nanny. then played cs. apparently with vincents new ram makes me suck at joining his game. oh well.
uh. im gonna try to study. or maybe play bot cs. ill play dota in the afternoon.
(happy birthday pops. lol. 55 already.)
Sh3l1ShockeD/

Defiance is a virtue, oh wait, thats patience =/ suCRose

2008-10-03T01:42:00.004+08:00

yes. that hari raya passed to quick too enjoy.( trust me, wasnt studying at all. maybe half an hour max). my father came in to my room and asked me why am i playing games. i just got a dk with tinker and i had to leave. seriously. wtf? anyway. he asked me if i was being defiant and whatnot. who gives a damn la. stayed up that night to play till 3am. wish i had someone to accompany me through those lonely gaming nights. =/
well. yesterday was lol. bio was slack, as per say.
history we spent the first 15min walking around and buying drinks. went to kimla homeroom for hist. =.="""" hot. and darren had to off the fans awhile. nb lol. we spent the last history lesson doing sbq, lol. then was cme. lol. pamela goh come to relief us also never do anything. dun think she dares to. =X
we spent the cme taking retarded photos. yes popo. YOU. you and bob were gaying around. and desmung had to give darren a blowjob. lol. that was sick(for the sake of the girls). the expression on darrens face was priceless. :O
poa was poa, nothing left to be said.
chinese was also very lol. grayson decided to pon chinese and come to the library. lol. went around disturbing the peace. oh. and the wrestler was there. studying for N's. good luck. today is your maths if im not wrong.
chem was chem. kimla didnt show for chem so free period. 4 in a day, not too bad.
went home and attempted study. ended up falling asleep. something wrong with me, i never sleep in the afternoons. =/
had tuition and played dota till now. i think i go sleep. last day of school. monday got german orals. knn. fail lo. =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/ =/=/=/=/=/==/=/=/=/=/=/=//=/ see you all later, (: should i go sakae? boi not going. zzzzzzz see how. sushi doesnt fit me. not at all. COM UPGRADE FOR ME?????? TF2!! zzzzzz

kindergarten kidz?

2008-09-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

yes. i guess its the last week of official school. well. school was a bore, as per normal. had english, then cme. lol @ cme. we took class photos and made a hell load'a noise. so dk came to relief us and started dk roaring. lol. =/ thats what happens in 4e1. then was poa. dk yet again. she started poa a whole 1/2 hour earlier. LOL. so we had abt 2 periods of poa instead of 1 and the whole lesson marts was touching bob. yes. lol . oh yes. PINCHUDOS. i think. if you dont get me. check todays english compre passage 2 first para :) very lol.
then was maths. yes, we screwed up yet another lesson. ms wong didnt teach much. so she gave out the other paper from pII and we did it in class. set theory anyone? anyway. bio next
ms ngiam didnt come in for awhile. and raja and darren were still in class. so. havoc expected. singing of I'm a barbie girl, in a barbie world~~ of which i still dont understand =/
anyway. bio was very ==" so slacked the whole 3 periods through, and went to library for awhile. lol eilene. whata joke. how's your head :D
went for lunch at siao kia (for those out of the know, yes, you fags, thats the nearby coffee shop with the old guy serving chicken rice). ordered tea and read the webteens book. yes. chiang wei is a online gangster :D dont belittle him (only on the computer, in school do as much as you like.)
then went home and played cs with bots. they have aimbot and wallhack i think. apparently they can chap me faster than i can reload a ak. =/ dota awhile. qop. quite own. lost though. leaver zues. zzzzzzzzzzz. anyway. have very funny feelings these days. not quite sure who to decide on.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

years passed since we met,
yet i feel as though it was yesterday we made part,
the memories are vivid.
just need to think.
how, and what should i do.
~~~~

-- Sh3lLsHockEd --

EDIT THIS ONE I DID MYSELF!

2008-09-29T02:39:00.000+08:00

yes ar. got my blog running again. and i did it myself this time. with a tagbox. LOL. quite imba. anyway. life has been crap. you would agree if you saw my prelims. zzz. didnt bother to count total, what for? confirm is 20+. =/
anyway. o levels start in like 15days i think. for science practical. walao. lol.
well. i guess i should be sleeping now.
and today a new day starts. well. because we're having our pictures taken. kin. gg lo. lol. can expect few ppl today. anyway. friday all 4e1 pls come school. we most probably will be going to botak for last-day-of-school-lunch-thing.
things to do today: study
study
hmm, oh, study somemore. ZZZ. epic bore.
good night then.

Uh, thanks.

2008-07-01T22:36:00.001+08:00

its been so long. lol.
thanks hweeling for doing the skin. hate that parsing thing. irritates me.
anyway. been awhile. grades still sucky though.
I wish i could get 1) a new comp or 2) a upgrade.
Reason: I CANT PLAY TF2. yet.
i even have a clan already. a clan before i have the game. lol. june holidays, were not holidays. just a few off days.
i bet by tomorrow o levels liao. lol
good luck to those doing the chinese oral o levels. and to those who have done already, wish you all well. Before you ask, german orals are in august or something. so, uh.