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Thursday, January 22, 2009
11:26 PM
I once asked someone why was she so happy all the time, and her answer humbled me. She merely said, "you must be happy one what". So true, yet that same day was the last day we spoke.
How happy can one be while hiding from people?
Someone asks you something and not a word is spoken,
How would you feel?
You thought that things were going to turn out for the better,
yet you failed to see,
you were blindsided by possibilities of finally being happy.
"No one wants to be the last one there, cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares, someone to love with my life in their hands".
Yes, the lyrics from nickelbacks Gotta Be Somebody. I feel stupid having to post this kind of a post today. But i just feel like saying these things.
Obamazzzzzz
How happy can one be while hiding from people?
Someone asks you something and not a word is spoken,
How would you feel?
You thought that things were going to turn out for the better,
yet you failed to see,
you were blindsided by possibilities of finally being happy.
"No one wants to be the last one there, cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares, someone to love with my life in their hands".
Yes, the lyrics from nickelbacks Gotta Be Somebody. I feel stupid having to post this kind of a post today. But i just feel like saying these things.
"Alas, so all things now do hold their peace!"
Alas, so all things now do hold their peace!
Heaven and earth disturbèd in no thing;
The beasts, the air, the birds their song do cease,
The nightès car the stars about doth bring;
Calm is the sea; the waves work less and less:
So am not I, whom love, alas! doth wring,
Bringing before my face the great increase
Of my desires, whereat I weep and sing,
In joy and woe, as in a doubtful case.
For my sweet thoughts sometime do pleasure bring:
But by and by, the cause of my disease
Gives me a pang that inwardly doth sting,
When that I think what grief it is again
To live and lack the thing should rid my pain.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
9:59 PM
To make it clear that im still alive and normal: :WEORIH T:GIE"GHEOI%EPI%ZOMGWTFHAZXXZXCZXCZXCZ
Oh lol. Barack Obama, first African-American President of the United States of America. lulz. hopefully things will change. like his campaign outreach 'change'. _|_ bush. rofl. Watched the back end of the swearing in this morning coz i just woke up. i woke up at 8. zzz.had to go to parents office to help out. earned like 20bucks for solving com problems. i think. anyway. i have likw 24bucks now. mmt3 anyone? lol. lan also can. had drinks with my parents at some sidewalk cafe in the little india area. one of those backpacker places. not bad. had a shandy. -.- my sprite kena jack. 1/2 of heineken i think. z. sien. then reached home abt 9 or so. and i haven't played dota. LOL. nvm. later. in awhile. hehehehehehehehe.
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Oh lol. Barack Obama, first African-American President of the United States of America. lulz. hopefully things will change. like his campaign outreach 'change'. _|_ bush. rofl. Watched the back end of the swearing in this morning coz i just woke up. i woke up at 8. zzz.had to go to parents office to help out. earned like 20bucks for solving com problems. i think. anyway. i have likw 24bucks now. mmt3 anyone? lol. lan also can. had drinks with my parents at some sidewalk cafe in the little india area. one of those backpacker places. not bad. had a shandy. -.- my sprite kena jack. 1/2 of heineken i think. z. sien. then reached home abt 9 or so. and i haven't played dota. LOL. nvm. later. in awhile. hehehehehehehehe.
- 41150n. like. i want it now. =/ -
Monday, January 19, 2009
10:54 PM
lets see. hmm. yes. another deadbeat boring day has passed upon me. SIAN. need buy papers tomorrow for JOBZ. so i can kp cw. rofl. anyway. went cycling in the afternoon. cycled to school ~4pm there. uncle sam, ngiam and chew came out of school. well the former came out alone, and the latter, stuck. they went hero-hunting. wx went into school to buy drinks coz it is cheaper. roflzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. need change skin soon. this one kinda sucks. gonna go play dota with the plant and whonot. see you when i see you.
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Sunday, January 18, 2009
10:39 PM
lol k sry. impromptu post last night. just to make ppl assume im still here. which i am. anyways. lol JAEz. suck. nvm. im holding my cat prisoner in my room. and she's meowing like wtf. -__- i let her out. lol. played lots of inhouse today. apparently weixin made daryl dulan or smth so daryl decided to stop playing. so we got head to play instead. i think. nvm. details need not be shared. SO. 30TH JAN. SIEN. rp i should be. =/ just watched Lions For Lambs.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lions_for_lambs
too lazy to tell you all synopsis. so damn true la. i recommend it to you uncultured morons :D. teach you some sense and understanding about modern politics. NOT OBAMA. .__. seems like tomorrow i will be swimming. rofl. amk swimming complex at abt 9am. if i can wake up. IF. my parents call me sunshine coz long gone were the days of waking before the crow of the rooster. (i.e sunrise)
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on a side note.
I will do anything to have you. I'd learn to play the violin and play the most complicated piece for you. I'd run a marathon for you. I'd do anything humanely possible if you'd just talk to me. I know we can work this out. Please just give me a chance, I'll make you understand, that when I got to give so much more than this, then you'll ever know. If you'd take the chance.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lions_for_lambs
too lazy to tell you all synopsis. so damn true la. i recommend it to you uncultured morons :D. teach you some sense and understanding about modern politics. NOT OBAMA. .__. seems like tomorrow i will be swimming. rofl. amk swimming complex at abt 9am. if i can wake up. IF. my parents call me sunshine coz long gone were the days of waking before the crow of the rooster. (i.e sunrise)
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on a side note.
I will do anything to have you. I'd learn to play the violin and play the most complicated piece for you. I'd run a marathon for you. I'd do anything humanely possible if you'd just talk to me. I know we can work this out. Please just give me a chance, I'll make you understand, that when I got to give so much more than this, then you'll ever know. If you'd take the chance.
12:19 AM
yes it seems that i have finally updated the tags. so what it doesnt matter. tag me dogs. LOL JK. anyway. er. fag i got 27 for o. cb. NVM. can still try. passed maths rofl. it turns out, you fucken blowjob is a really good way to shut someone up. no way you can get a comeback. =D lol. kk
Of 'O' levels and dota.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
11:42 PM
well. seems that o level results are out soon. why is everyone so scared. its the results. we're not going to sit for all 50papers again on monday what. you've done it already and now its time to see how you've fared. stop whining la ffs. -__- anyway; i've thought of worst case scenario already. retain/5N. not to say its a bad option or what. but i mean. come on. another year in school. not what i had in mind. have to sit through another year in guangyang and try to not kill any fag which dares cross my path about me failing. well there is other schools. but. wtf? no. spent my day helping to cook and in the afternoon dota/cs, but i intended to run. if you all know me. it wont happen. and it didnt. somehow things need to be done but for what? myself? im happy with what i have now/ doing now. for others? screw what others think. what they think is their problem. its their opinion. why should it matter? ye. somehow this links up to an old friend i asked out last year. asked her to go watch a movie. turns out that night she said she wasnt sure what her friends would think. up till now i still dont know wtf is wrong with everyone. im drifting away from everyone else now. its. very, sian. to have this feeling of want, but still knowing that you cant have it. its really just stupid to think that i have a chance. my studies are crap. no denying that. cant make it very far with f's in almost every sub. i stopped caring long ago. now its just wait and see what happens. i am more quiet than last time now. i hardly talk to anyone. save vincent and boi and who not. but apart from them no one else. even cyeo i think is pushing me away. havent talked to her in awhile. and now there's no reason to talk to anyone anymore. i mean her judgement is swayed by her friends. are you scared that if your friends find out about me they will make you a pariah or smth? please la. == ive had enough of this already.
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Thursday, January 8, 2009
10:20 PM
Yes well it seems that i went to Republic Poly Yesterday to view their open house. :/ well i was late(I STOPPED DOTA AT 11AM LA ZZZ) so i boarded a 269 to go the mrt station. The bus was quiet. except for the first joker of the day. seems this old man has had his car possessed by some dog company and need $$$ to claim it back. so he was calling his friends on his handphone and asking for money. the way he was dressed made it seem like his clothes were also possessed =_= and he was talking about public transport like its a bad thing "im on the bus now. you can hear the tap sounds?" he said that like 4 times. zzz? nevermind. ended up at woodlands mrt. so i, being the joker i am, decided to NOT ask for help and just follow my style(the anyhow walk cfm can go method). Turns out i walked the long way =/ sad. much confusion ensued. eilene tells me they right inside. i assumed it to be that hall place when you walk from the entrance. I HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE BEFORE AND I DONT KNOW WHERE YOU PPL WALKED. k. nvm. so we walked the place then had lunch at the canteen, i insisted its a canteen while vincent says its some foodcourt thing. dude. its a school. schools have canteens. well rp had a restaurant, but different case. so they had lunch while i played bishi bashi champ (if its wrong spelling/game FFS DONT FLAME ME). turns out i suck(at the game). anyway. we left and decided to go to plaza sing. eliene wanted to buy green tea. =_= wtf. nvm so vincent decided to pon kovan and we went to tpy to slacko until txy arrived. lol i dont want say what happened. vincent. lol. =/
then i met up with my parents and their staff. they were drinking at the coffeeshop near my house so i ended up drinking with them 10(20) ((not very sure)) bottles. coz one of the guys went to the toilet and everytime he does so 2 or 3 more bottles came. ROFL. so went home at 1030+ and dota-ed roughly till 5am. my parents assumed i had a hangover. IM FINE. LOL. anyway. think im going sp and np tmr. NOT SURE. TIME ALSO DONT KNOW. SO I SHALL DOTA LOL. yes vincent. im being a dick =D anyway. lol results.12th. who gives a fuck =/
then i met up with my parents and their staff. they were drinking at the coffeeshop near my house so i ended up drinking with them 10(20) ((not very sure)) bottles. coz one of the guys went to the toilet and everytime he does so 2 or 3 more bottles came. ROFL. so went home at 1030+ and dota-ed roughly till 5am. my parents assumed i had a hangover. IM FINE. LOL. anyway. think im going sp and np tmr. NOT SURE. TIME ALSO DONT KNOW. SO I SHALL DOTA LOL. yes vincent. im being a dick =D anyway. lol results.12th. who gives a fuck =/
Friday, January 2, 2009
10:10 PM
So it seems my com is like a person. It sucks as it ages. it cant remember passwords for me all of a sudden. well anyway. yes i went out for nye with "The Horde" as bob somewhat calls it. went to marina bay to watch the countdown. before that we had dinner at BK in raffles place. er, the place outside city hall mrt that one . yes well we wanted lulu but sadly we couldnt find her. so we decided to amass ourselves there and spam them. i had a ZOMG meal as they call it. seriously, it wasnt OMG it was more like WTF?. its a burger. i could get that at mac or maybe kfc. nvm. then we decided to nuisance ourselves around the shopping centre, and while doing so met meng hoo. lol. yes he was waiting for a female friend i think. eh dun anyhow. teachers got life one. =/ so after that we massed toileted and we decided to make the robinsons toy department our temporary abode. yes. ben10, thomas the train (=_=) bob the builder and jia wei's clothes were all there. after making fun of each other (most particularly jia wei) we went over to, er, one of the other shopping centres. i think it was suntec first. met up with a few other ppl then we carried on. some of us wanted to watch movie while waiting. but sadly those movies that were available started at 9+. not enough time. so we went arcade, watch weiloon pwn at KOF, and then proceeded to go to the espleNADE. yes while we were arcading damien and hwee went on their on to 'secure' us a spot. nvm that. we arrived there there was this band making noise to the extent that bob said this joker band very loud. LOL. epic win. nvm. found damien who found us since bob called, went to our places and attempted to listen to some well wishing stuff, in the end it was psp(vincent, with djmax, popo with streetfighter and dunno who else. think was plant or who =/), radio(me) and handphone games(xiang ben and mw) till abt 15min before the firewerkz. turns out the short person decided to make an entrance. rofl. took no pics. hp too ghey. nvm. refer to bobs blog (link not here. my links were owned when i changed skin, you all should know) even though only 3 or so. yes. chicken man and epic fighting. coupled together with singaporeans/foreigners being blocking whores (bob complains about the joker with the pram, i complain about mw's big head and the people infront, though i managed to get the loafer moved abit (: .) seems that after that there was a happy birthday matthew in store. yes everyone knows reception sucks at this kind of events with billions of sms's and calls going out at the same time. so after finally getting matthew he put down the phone after one line. =/ sad. then vincent was in a dillemna for his sms to kimberly was not being sent. after cursing singtel and idk what else(most probably me, coz i was irritating him) his sms was sent out. after having painful talks with some of the others from our school, we left. cw. lol you got owned so much. sad. then we went back to mrt ourselves to respective destinations, i.e movie or home. they went to watch ip man. i went home. reached home at abt 2.30 in the morning. had to walk back from amk mrt. no more buses. sad wx. walked with him for abit more before going home. thats it. slept. dota-ed in the morning. life goes on. lol. have a very happy new year. I SENT SMS'S, MY PHONE IS GHEY. SRY GUYS. ANYWAY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO THOSE WHO DIDNT RECEIVE.
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