Greetings from my dark abode. K. Im here. so? i spend my days in my room locked up and playing com. very little dota actually. i just sit around nowadays. td with zet every now and then. anyway.

ever wondered how being played out feels? well the feeling is crap. sucks to the core. was supposed to meet someone after 4 years for lunch or whatever. the rule learn from your mistakes does not apply here. coz i thought things were different this time. well it wasn't/isn't. i thought we had something going. you were some kind of light in the darkness kind of thing.(not being cliched, we talked in the evenings). she was someone i thought that would just ignore everything else just for a moment. then she says she cant come coz she's in school on her 'free day' note the FREE( no cw, not mingwei.). who in the hell spends a free day in school. i thought school was weak, but spending your free time there? weaker still. nevermind. heh. happened many times to me already. sure this isn't going to kill me. though it was kinda my last chance. really weak.

"been on the flyer before?"
"no but my friends say its boring"
"er. k."
gg. rm pls.

guess im going to the gym more often. good time to take my mind of these kind of things/people.

btw, if you read this(you know who), why so weak? come on la. i thought you were something. we could have been something. sad. yet another sad sad situation.

btw im getting tf2 next week. at j8, monday. well its not like anyone cares but whatever man.

[Love]And[War]

Thy will be done.