ok so hi, my name is not boxxy. anyway. as you will notice things are much brighter around here. only because i thought my host was so fail that i got my own skin and hosted my own pictures, to avoid moar fail. so. much. trouble. you wouldnt believe all the bullshit they have at blogskins.com. lollipops=masculine. winter=anime. =.=
anyway this was just a quick update. gg guys ^_^
Heheheheheh, i am back. (o^_^o) <--lolk unexpected.
anyway. whatever mental state i am in, IT DOESNT MATTER. i ventured out of my house(!!) to watch a movie with boon, sherman, wei xin, joshua. the actual plan of the day was to meet with wei xiang to go pick up our sgc (moar on that later). so after numerous signatures, the sgc's were handed over. damn they look $$$$. school fees not fake one. lulz. so after lul-ing at school, i hastened myself to j8 to catch Street Fighter: the legend of chun-li. much lulz in that. chun-li at 5yrs old is a chinese while from 10++++ she becomes moar western looking, which is really epic. so what if the mother was a westerner and father some bigshot chinese businessman with connections so wide even your bathroom is wired. people dont change ethnicity in 5 years. lolwtf. apart from that. IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO HER YOU DIE FIRST. LUL. very epic movie. i recommend it for lulz and lots of painful inflictions to parts of the body. violence ftlulz. the ending was more lul. "there's some guy in japan, ryu somethingsomething." lolk.
anyway. 10years of bullshitting through the singapore education system and i get a cert for that. omfg. L337-hax0r. hehe. i should get a medal or smth. =/
ANYWAY. if you want me to tell you bits of my sgc, msn. very very very very lol.
PEACE OUT MAH HOMEBOYZ.
LoveAndWar.
The post with no title.
every now and then there will be some post that has no title. well here's mine. now. only because i cant think of anything. these days: Team Fortress 2-ing. really epic. ever since i bought it its almost tf2 the whole day. tf2 iz t3h 1337. fuck. i know it sounds stupid. z. lately i've just been thinking of one person. she's in acjc now. i cant help but wonder how's she doing since entering. im supposing very well. since its where she wanted to be. i also wonder, what would have happened if we had met. could something have developed? then i realize. how much more stupid-er can i get. as if i haven't learned enough. i was blinded by false hope. i'm lying to myself. how much will it take for me to know that. you're in your jc now. i dont want to be self centered or whatever but i was there also. among your other friends.
then i realise
if i dont talk to you, you would not even say anything to me.
so am i forcing myself onto you?
i cant really sleep these days. all i think about is you. but i know its not possible at all, but why do i still harbor these feelings. your face, your smile, your eyes, so alluring, so seductive, makes me want to have you. i thought we'd find something we shared in common, i thought we found it. i didnt find it. after being denied over and over again. how much more fail am i going to get.
cyeo. why.
[Love]And[War]