every now and then there will be some post that has no title. well here's mine. now. only because i cant think of anything. these days: Team Fortress 2-ing. really epic. ever since i bought it its almost tf2 the whole day. tf2 iz t3h 1337. fuck. i know it sounds stupid. z. lately i've just been thinking of one person. she's in acjc now. i cant help but wonder how's she doing since entering. im supposing very well. since its where she wanted to be. i also wonder, what would have happened if we had met. could something have developed? then i realize. how much more stupid-er can i get. as if i haven't learned enough. i was blinded by false hope. i'm lying to myself. how much will it take for me to know that. you're in your jc now. i dont want to be self centered or whatever but i was there also. among your other friends.

then i realise

if i dont talk to you, you would not even say anything to me.

so am i forcing myself onto you?

i cant really sleep these days. all i think about is you. but i know its not possible at all, but why do i still harbor these feelings. your face, your smile, your eyes, so alluring, so seductive, makes me want to have you. i thought we'd find something we shared in common, i thought we found it. i didnt find it. after being denied over and over again. how much more fail am i going to get.


cyeo. why.



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