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Monday, June 29, 2009
8:39 AM
For a simple reason, the modem i have, stopped responding all of a sudden. i kept dc-ing fron interwebz. so i had to fix/buy new modem. so now i have a aztech modem linked up to my LINKSYS router. somehow i get wireless but my com got nth. =.=
anyway. ive got mah aircon installed. lawl. and i bought demi's deluxe album <3
now i can watch her backstage without having to go through youtubes fail buffering. (: im sooo happy.
haters die, lovers live. hehehehehee
-LoveAndWar-
DEMIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
Just something i did.
anyway. ive got mah aircon installed. lawl. and i bought demi's deluxe album <3
now i can watch her backstage without having to go through youtubes fail buffering. (: im sooo happy.
haters die, lovers live. hehehehehee
-LoveAndWar-
DEMIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
Monday, June 22, 2009
10:51 AM
I could never forget the day we were together. I could never forget the day you told me you loved me. And I certainly would not be able to forget the day we went our ways. I was given the greatest gift of life, and I wasted that opportunity. That one chance that was given to me. I was so blinded, that I could not see the pain you were going through. For you were the only one to give me your love.
Am I creating all this problems from a figment of my mind? Or are they really there? I don’t really know what is right and wrong. I can never forget the day you left me. You never know the true value of a object until you lose it. This was no exception. Now that you have gone, I realise that I may not feel that feeling, that warm, soothing feeling of love again.
Or was what we had a lie? We hardly talked in person; all I had was words to comfort me. I’m not sure if you really meant it or not. It was all plain, pure words. Was that counted? I thought I had the world when we were together. But now I look at it, and I wonder, was it really the world? Or were it words? Words with empty meanings. I dreamt of the day that I would have a happy life with someone I truly care for.
But now it seems that I have been dreaming too much. Such things were impossible for me. I try so hard to impress the girl who holds my heart, but yet there are people who are completely new at this, and they don’t have to do much to win her over. I am jealous and yet disgusted. I hate to be so clichéd but life is certainly unfair. That is one thing that I have learnt up till now. I try so hard and fall so far. But in the end, does it really matter?
Now I’m torn up. Nothing left to believe in, not even in myself. Does really suffering another possible heartbreak and living past it? Or should I stop believing completely?
OH HAI ^-^
Am I creating all this problems from a figment of my mind? Or are they really there? I don’t really know what is right and wrong. I can never forget the day you left me. You never know the true value of a object until you lose it. This was no exception. Now that you have gone, I realise that I may not feel that feeling, that warm, soothing feeling of love again.
Or was what we had a lie? We hardly talked in person; all I had was words to comfort me. I’m not sure if you really meant it or not. It was all plain, pure words. Was that counted? I thought I had the world when we were together. But now I look at it, and I wonder, was it really the world? Or were it words? Words with empty meanings. I dreamt of the day that I would have a happy life with someone I truly care for.
But now it seems that I have been dreaming too much. Such things were impossible for me. I try so hard to impress the girl who holds my heart, but yet there are people who are completely new at this, and they don’t have to do much to win her over. I am jealous and yet disgusted. I hate to be so clichéd but life is certainly unfair. That is one thing that I have learnt up till now. I try so hard and fall so far. But in the end, does it really matter?
Now I’m torn up. Nothing left to believe in, not even in myself. Does really suffering another possible heartbreak and living past it? Or should I stop believing completely?
Thursday, June 18, 2009
10:41 AM
K. UPDATEZ. HAPPY?
so. its the 4th day of the new 'term'. idk if its called that but whatever.
anyway. the holidays are so meh. i had 9/14 days out of the house. 3 days were at class chalet in pasir ris. and the rest were at environmental camp. much to my liking the first camp was fun. primary school kids from St. Hilda's Primary. Primary 4s. I HAD A BRUCE. LOL. BRUCE LEE. no im kidding. but his name was bruce smth. well you know...
anyway the camp was fun coz the kids were enthusiastic and hyper. entertaining also. so . at night the facis had our own time. we were playing pool and stuff.
obtw. i had like 6 smu facis 2 vjc facis and 3 rp facis. lol. SMU. LOL. LAW AND BUSINESS. AND SOME IT THING. ROFL. LAWLAWLAWLAWLAWLAWLAW. anyway. ehem.
at night we played pool there and did lots of bullshit. cards and idk what else. we slept everynight 2+ and got up at 6+. LOL. well. the second night we decided to go out. at first we wanted bugis. then we ended up at kg glam. :/
so we had some food and drinks and proceeded back for angeline (FACI.) was falling asleep. LOL. serious. so we went back and i slept outside in the tent. fulfilling the role of "Facis would be outside for your (p4) safety". together with winston. who was y1 doal also. ^-^
then the second camp was less n2. coz i guess i was used to the primary school kids or what. =/
so. i had woodgrove secondary. a mixture of kids from sec 1 to seec 5. so we all had a sec 1, 2, 3, and a sec 5. i had 2 girls 2 guys. and a +1. lul. from another group a girl kept coming, name was jia yi. +1. lul. so. i had more or less 5 ppl. well my group was abit difficult for me at first but eventually it was better. oh well. the only difference between the camps were that the secondary kids went cycling and rafting while the primary kids were doing dragonboating. oh well. then on the last night we actually, ACTUALLY, wanted to go watch movie. (friday night), but they ended too late so we decided to just walk around. =/ and now its back to school. zzz. extremely fun. i. stop. now. got. work. zzz. gg.
w'rgip wergi erihje erha jerghje j
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so. its the 4th day of the new 'term'. idk if its called that but whatever.
anyway. the holidays are so meh. i had 9/14 days out of the house. 3 days were at class chalet in pasir ris. and the rest were at environmental camp. much to my liking the first camp was fun. primary school kids from St. Hilda's Primary. Primary 4s. I HAD A BRUCE. LOL. BRUCE LEE. no im kidding. but his name was bruce smth. well you know...
anyway the camp was fun coz the kids were enthusiastic and hyper. entertaining also. so . at night the facis had our own time. we were playing pool and stuff.
obtw. i had like 6 smu facis 2 vjc facis and 3 rp facis. lol. SMU. LOL. LAW AND BUSINESS. AND SOME IT THING. ROFL. LAWLAWLAWLAWLAWLAWLAW. anyway. ehem.
at night we played pool there and did lots of bullshit. cards and idk what else. we slept everynight 2+ and got up at 6+. LOL. well. the second night we decided to go out. at first we wanted bugis. then we ended up at kg glam. :/
so we had some food and drinks and proceeded back for angeline (FACI.) was falling asleep. LOL. serious. so we went back and i slept outside in the tent. fulfilling the role of "Facis would be outside for your (p4) safety". together with winston. who was y1 doal also. ^-^
then the second camp was less n2. coz i guess i was used to the primary school kids or what. =/
so. i had woodgrove secondary. a mixture of kids from sec 1 to seec 5. so we all had a sec 1, 2, 3, and a sec 5. i had 2 girls 2 guys. and a +1. lul. from another group a girl kept coming, name was jia yi. +1. lul. so. i had more or less 5 ppl. well my group was abit difficult for me at first but eventually it was better. oh well. the only difference between the camps were that the secondary kids went cycling and rafting while the primary kids were doing dragonboating. oh well. then on the last night we actually, ACTUALLY, wanted to go watch movie. (friday night), but they ended too late so we decided to just walk around. =/ and now its back to school. zzz. extremely fun. i. stop. now. got. work. zzz. gg.
w'rgip wergi erihje erha jerghje j
-LoveAndWar
Thursday, June 4, 2009
10:14 PM
Yes. a brief post on whats been crackin. ive been at costa sands PASIR RIS. not downtown east. =.= huda me luqman and sugar went INTO downtown east costa sands. turns out we paid a buck for nothing. zz. nvm. so we got to the chalet. and here i am.LOL. NOU. LOL. WE ARE IN M. LOLOLOL. we are like the noisiest group here. k. going to do some bullshit games and stuff. gtfo.
HURHURHUR HOLIDAYS ARE HERE, wait, what holidays.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
1:50 AM
OH HAI. ITS ME.
AND HAI EUODIA. THERE I MENTIONED YOU. K? =D
yes. euodia and her AAL. lmao. that blog is really teh lulz. the true ahlians fail. seriously. =.=
anywayyy. its the holidays. and. finally. all. the. uts. are. done. HAHAHAAHHAHHHA science ut failed. hard.
check it.
anyway. its the holidays and i spend only around 4 days or so at home. lmao. i have chalet later. note. LATER. and next week monday to sat im facilitating a camp. so. =.= talking with euodia now. like. its 2 in the morning. lol. im back to my old self. for now atleast. KoRn is for teh lulz. as is disturbed. rprprprprprprprp.
i can only hope, that something happens. but nothing will. if you shut me out.
LoveAndWar. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH,
P.S. Vincent you fail. seriously. LOL.
AND HAI EUODIA. THERE I MENTIONED YOU. K? =D
yes. euodia and her AAL. lmao. that blog is really teh lulz. the true ahlians fail. seriously. =.=
anywayyy. its the holidays. and. finally. all. the. uts. are. done. HAHAHAAHHAHHHA science ut failed. hard.
check it.
anyway. its the holidays and i spend only around 4 days or so at home. lmao. i have chalet later. note. LATER. and next week monday to sat im facilitating a camp. so. =.= talking with euodia now. like. its 2 in the morning. lol. im back to my old self. for now atleast. KoRn is for teh lulz. as is disturbed. rprprprprprprprp.
i can only hope, that something happens. but nothing will. if you shut me out.
LoveAndWar. HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH,
P.S. Vincent you fail. seriously. LOL.
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