every few days ill just post what comes to mind. this is one of them.

-
So it seems that i have forgotten about you already. Perhaps its just better this way. Maybe it was meant to be this way. either way, i just wanted the best for you. Without a beginning the story has ended. I'll just move on, i hope i can. The only thing i regret was not telling you. Telling you how much i cared and loved you. This feeling has been with me for the past 5 years. That's what i found out. I cant say i didnt try. neither am i saying i put in a lot of effort. I guess the feeling kind of died with everyday that passed and those days turned to months and years. I wont forget that i was there when you couldnt enter ac. i wasnt the only one, for sure, but i was there wasnt i? I wont forget those long conversations that we had late into the night. I wish that i'd done more. But it was kind of difficult. You didnt let me in, didnt confide in me, didnt trust me. I guess its just better this way. I wont forget, even though i already have.
-
xxxx

*i'd probably do one tomorrow. who knows. even i dont know.*

-LoveAndWar-

"And with that, it ended. As swiftly as it began."