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Tuesday, November 24, 2009
8:48 PM
Meeting you for the first time, never thought it'd be like this
Expected this little feeling to pass
Little did i know, this feeling was here to stay
I just somehow fell for you.
So drawn in by you,
So captivated, wanting more,
As i yearn more and more for you.
Knowing that the days are counting down
I still have not done anything
Much to my dismay, i feel my love wavering now and then.
Its so stressful to know if you will feel the same, if at all.
Tired from each days activities, though its not much, its wearing me down.
Home, is just an escape from you, just physically.
In everything i do, i try to do it with you.
No, i dont want it to be an obsession, i hope its not either.
Knowing this, i just want things to work out.
In my heart, deep down, i really want something to work.
Living the life of a lie isnt very nice.
Only thing that keeps me going now, is the small tint of hope,
Vaguely, i see a possibility.
Eloquent with this love, i go to sleep every night.
Yet here i am.
Only feet away from you, but helpless.
Under your spell, without you knowing.
Be mine. <3
-LoveAndWar-
"
I hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all."
if you don't mind, let me be myself.
Expected this little feeling to pass
Little did i know, this feeling was here to stay
I just somehow fell for you.
So drawn in by you,
So captivated, wanting more,
As i yearn more and more for you.
Knowing that the days are counting down
I still have not done anything
Much to my dismay, i feel my love wavering now and then.
Its so stressful to know if you will feel the same, if at all.
Tired from each days activities, though its not much, its wearing me down.
Home, is just an escape from you, just physically.
In everything i do, i try to do it with you.
No, i dont want it to be an obsession, i hope its not either.
Knowing this, i just want things to work out.
In my heart, deep down, i really want something to work.
Living the life of a lie isnt very nice.
Only thing that keeps me going now, is the small tint of hope,
Vaguely, i see a possibility.
Eloquent with this love, i go to sleep every night.
Yet here i am.
Only feet away from you, but helpless.
Under your spell, without you knowing.
Be mine. <3
-LoveAndWar-
"
I hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all."
Friday, November 6, 2009
9:50 PM
yes im still alive. though extremely tired. its like, the middle of ut's and i have apec. -________________- and like, all my apec shit is 4.30pm till midnight. and only today's was from 8.30 till 4.30. i had to report at like, 7.30. only got my pass from the police at like 8.30? -.- fffff. well. atleast better than the people doing the later shift. the fucking line was until the supermarket. mustve been an hour till the last one got his/her pass. ohwell.
and so it was. apec. full of tiredness. -.-
yea first day was the best so far. good people i met. :D
li min. lawl. like, she's my kind of person, i would want to spend my forever with and all, but she's 21. so. failed. lmao. i barely knew her for 1hour and ive told her more things than what ive told people ive known for 5 years. there's just something about her. like i said, my kind of person. ah fuck life. so full of bull. anyway. besides the fail-ing. we met no one on the first day. but today was goooooood. met like, 9 korean delegates. i feel some sense of achievement. lmao. so fail. indeed.
DAVE ROCKS. LOLOL. anyway. he will wear a clown suit on the last day of deployment. i will try to get a pic.
so. i had like, an all girls group with me at t3. -.-
well, atleast the ones i was with had some standard. heng. if not, gg. turns out we were all from amk. lol. so we took mrt back together, and i followed one of them to paya leba to take 76. coz the other 2 were like, going to mrt back all the way and she wanted to take bus. so, dont ps. as we were going to sit down, i was like thinking, what the fuck do i do? sit next to her or what. YES I KNOW MORE FAIL SORRY IM FULL OF IT. dont need to tell me. yes. so. she slept the way back. she wasnt much outer beauty, more like inner. seems like in apec, you meet the really good people. no haters. you can practically be friends with like anyone within 5minutes. its amazing what people can achieve.
unlike those i know.
too lazy to cont. going to go fail at life even more. peace.
-LoveAndWar-
"and i dream about you all the time, though you never existed in my life."
and so it was. apec. full of tiredness. -.-
yea first day was the best so far. good people i met. :D
li min. lawl. like, she's my kind of person, i would want to spend my forever with and all, but she's 21. so. failed. lmao. i barely knew her for 1hour and ive told her more things than what ive told people ive known for 5 years. there's just something about her. like i said, my kind of person. ah fuck life. so full of bull. anyway. besides the fail-ing. we met no one on the first day. but today was goooooood. met like, 9 korean delegates. i feel some sense of achievement. lmao. so fail. indeed.
DAVE ROCKS. LOLOL. anyway. he will wear a clown suit on the last day of deployment. i will try to get a pic.
so. i had like, an all girls group with me at t3. -.-
well, atleast the ones i was with had some standard. heng. if not, gg. turns out we were all from amk. lol. so we took mrt back together, and i followed one of them to paya leba to take 76. coz the other 2 were like, going to mrt back all the way and she wanted to take bus. so, dont ps. as we were going to sit down, i was like thinking, what the fuck do i do? sit next to her or what. YES I KNOW MORE FAIL SORRY IM FULL OF IT. dont need to tell me. yes. so. she slept the way back. she wasnt much outer beauty, more like inner. seems like in apec, you meet the really good people. no haters. you can practically be friends with like anyone within 5minutes. its amazing what people can achieve.
unlike those i know.
too lazy to cont. going to go fail at life even more. peace.
-LoveAndWar-
"and i dream about you all the time, though you never existed in my life."
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