Im so torn now i dont even know what to say. Hell, i lost my ability to write even. I feel like its not worthwhile, yet i know i want to be with you. It's just killing me from the inside. As long as it doesnt surface it should be alright.
Hope everything will even itself out. This feeling, its not what i want to feel. Is it so difficult to feel some love? I receive none, and i just want to give someone what i have, whatever is left. I wish people'd understand, im not always happy/in a good mood. i joke, doesnt mean im not dying on the inside. I guess, this is with me to the death.
-LoveAndWar-
"here we go again.."